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SHEDTWT INTRO hal (it/he) 16 I am autistic, my special interest it Star Trek bpd ednos, restricting & binging stats: 5 feet, 3.9 inches hw 130 lbs (bmi 23) lw 96 lbs (bmi 16.9) gw anything lower than 80 #edtwt #shedtwt #shtwt

Scars

@krabmussels Not gorey so I figured it was not necessary sorry 😓

@electricannibal why no censor

Healing cuts

Low-key just hit fish I'm kinda scared

I cannot do this again

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@kouangelist Thank you🫡🫡🫡and Yeahhh my arms are always covered in blood by the time I am done with a cutting sesh😭

Reached fat for the first time ever It will NOT stop bleeding lol

Whats an ED lifehack you REFUSE to partake in? Mine is cold showers. Yes I know it takes energy to stop you from being cold, but idc you can rip my boiling showers from my fat grubby fingers. Cold showers suck so bad.

MOM!!!!!!STOP WORRYING ABOUT ME!!!!!!!JUST BECAUSE I!!!!CUT MYSELF AND!!!!!!!TOLD YOU NOTHINGIN MY LIFE MATTERS EXCEPT LOSING WEIGHT!!!!!!DOESNT MEAN IM NOT NORMAL OK!!!!!! ALSO CAN I HAVE 15 BUCKS

#edtwt Losing the same five pounds for the tenth time

I love feeling my cuts, its like reading braille and all it say is “cut yourself more” #shedtwt

cat scratches are valid. styro is valid. beans are valid. fascia is valid. laffy taffy is valid. bedrock is valid. skinning is valid. burning is valid. hitting/punching is valid. scratching is valid. hair pulling is valid. no, i am not valid.

words cant explain how much i relate to this

i dont fast for 2 days, i dont hit 10k steps a day, i dont exercise, i dont do 80g protein per day. Im a wannorexic

how i feel knowing it’s already getting warmer while i have scars that were very clearly not there last year all over my body