ella

Genuinely what is wrong with me what possessed me to be the way I am I can’t stand being around myself all the darn time I’m so fucking exhausting

I’m genuinely destined to be alone

i hate the hierarchy of eds and how people see anorexia as the “best” one e.g the most valid, disciplined, and severe, NONE of those things are true they’re actually all just horrible and will ruin your life

Keep calling me weird it reminds me I dance where others walk

nothing tastes as good as seeing your hipbones

aw #edtwt

Hello this is a cry for help haha

I have absolutely no one i can talk to

how it feels to eat junk food past my bedtime and then cry abt myself right after

YES I love cutting YES I love puking YES I love starving YES I love self sabotage YES I love making myself miserable YES I love thinking about killing myself YES I am the stereotype teenage girl

I wanna see them without having to stretch

@em0_rexic Thank u spider man!

@ellaonempty No dw about it it’s still few calories

Is 700 even starving I feel fat doing it

@dollleane Thank you Albert Camus

@ellaonempty no thats barely anything and a huge deficit

@yuze_mp3 Shoot

why is everyone in my house nagging me bro leave me the fuck alone

I don’t deserve anything

shooting my romantic thoughts with a gun