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i am redoing this alt so that i can actually use it if i follow u ilu

@MumofF0ur it’s so hard, i can’t imagine not having my siblings meet my children. i flew home the first time when he was 4 months old and i feel like they missed so much already; i hope this is just a short season of life

@evilmatryoshka Only one brother has met all the children, my BIL has only met our eldest.

raising a baby completely cut off from family support is so extremely difficult and i refuse to do this when i have the next one, it’s not fair to me, i literally feel like I’m withering away.

@13243546k i actually very much look forward to eventually deleting my big socials and fading into obscurity, i like just socializing with a small group of nice people, it’s so calm lol

this is so freeing

@Owlserviced vaguely yes as in we’re not dying here but the move back is dependent on my husband’s career. i think i have another year left before i go insane lol

@evilmatryoshka Do you have a plan to go back in the near future?

@sneepiewife i really want to start doing art again but it’s so hard when i get no alone time

@evilmatryoshka Here's to hoping you can find friends to help unwind that stress. I usually have to clean and push myself into a hobby or reading to not overthink and depress myself.

@sneepiewife it’s so hard and i genuinely think my husband can’t relate to exactly how hard it is bc he still gets to go to work and mostly live a normal life and i am currently nap trapped AGAIN lol

@evilmatryoshka Absolutely relatable. The isolation save for my husband is unbearable.

so glad i’m not on christian/orthodox twitter or whatever bc everyone seems so mean. why u running some girl off twitter for underwear pics. can’t a girl have a little boudoir as a treat

Women: if a man's entire online presence is devoted to complaining about and attacking women, his opinion about you doesn't actually count. You can just do what the women who encounter him in-person do. Ignore him.

one of my old videos came up on my tiktok from before i moved (when i was teaching yoga) and i need to convince my child that this is a fun activity that we can do together bc i had an actual ass lmao i am currently built like a stick bug

everyone on this app is annoying. i am sick of discourse. idc if someone is “problematic”. this is the internet. we are all strangers. who cares.

@GreatLakesWife_ it sucked so hard but he’s cute at least

@evilmatryoshka That’s horrible I’m so sorry

I can’t be friends with people who think a 40 week pregnancy is 10 months long

@momslop depends on your height. i’m 5’10” and that’s basically my ideal weight, i’m like 12 lbs under it now and i feel very depleted

am I insane for wanting to be 135ibs or is that totally realistic

baby!!! peed!!!! in toilet!!!!!!!!!!

@guavacubana i’m not even on BC honestly my kid is doing a very good job of keeping himself an only child for a while LMAO

@evilmatryoshka I got nexplanon Put in during the week I was still in the hospital post labor and they told me my period might come back which usually happens but it hasn’t yet I do get the period pains sometimes but I never know when it’s gonna happen lmao

i have not had my period since june of 2024. i forget what it is like. there is a pack of tampons on my shelf with a literal layer of dust on them.

@alyssaleann @emilykmay very freeing, highly suggest

if you would be interested in a private community, could you like this post and/or leave a comment about what you would want to discuss? there's so many things I want to talk about, but I hate running the risk of ending up on the bad side of the internet/receiving threats

husband has a deadline this week so he’s been in his office basically all day every day, which i totally get, but i’ve basically been solo parenting all week and i’m exhausted lol. i need a pedicure and an afternoon to sit alone reading a book.

my next trip home is supposed to be in October but i do not think i can last that long i want to spend some summer with my family and go down the shore and hang out at car shows and hand my baby off to my mom so i can go to a concert in the city and stay out til 2am