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@softlyanie You will get it back beautiful girl, trust me🫂

Thank god I don’t have any health checks now… because I don’t think they would be too happy that I dropped 1kg in two days…

@softlyanie You are such a beautiful human, inside and out. Thank you!! I need to keep pushing, for my degree & also so I don’t get taken off of my adhd meds!!x I hope you are doing okay, and please know you can message me on here or on Instagram whenever🫂

I’ve had 3 double vodka diet cokes and I’m so anxious about calories. I feel like I’m getting worse again and I hate how miserable I am. But I’m so fat I don’t deserve food freedom

How do I push myself when it feels so wrong. I feel massive. Like I shouldn’t gain more weight. I hate everything and I’m so scared I will be stuck in this mindset forever because no one will help me

I just feel so lost. I won’t have support from the ED team in a few months as I’m leaving uni. They all say I’m doing well despite how miserable I am, despite how I’ve stopped gaining weight. They keep saying to keep pushing myself but how

I hate my body. I hate that people can see what I look like. I hate that no one knows what I looked like at my lw because it was winter. I hate that I can’t be happy

Okay now I’m really worried I look horrific now

Like be honest, which looks better. Because I’m going insane. Genuinely feel like I’m just being suffocated by all the fat on my body now :(

i keep seeing apple hate rt if u love apples 😍😍❤❤❤❤❤

I have ruined myself🫠 it’s gunna take forever once I finish my degree to get back to where I was. I look disgusting now :( BMI 15.7 ➡️ 19.5 I wasn’t even that underweight yet my health shat itself

@softlyanie I promise you they won’t ruin you. They will help you become you again. To get your sparkle back. Your passion back. It won’t feel like it for a while, but there is a brilliant life waiting for you outside of this disorder. I promise you that🫂

@vodkarexia Best day out ever tbh

summoning all #edtwt BRITS COME TO ME let’s go to b&m and home bargains together 🇬🇧🥹✌️

I am truly disgusting now. I just need to finish these last few months of my degree and then hopefully I can lock back in again

@oatmilkanie Oh lovely, please take care of yourself🫂 you deserve to recover and be free from the torment of this horrid disorder💕

Finally handed the first draft of my dissertation in!!

Body recomp updates!✨ I think I’ve made a bit of progress with my shoulders and lats!! Idk about abs tho. I feel like I’m getting some definition but idk. Please be brutally honest!

My brain hurts. I am exhausted. Still nowhere near ready to submit my work

Bro it’s Friday and I’ve already done 47 hours of study this week… I fucking hate psychology and I hate statistics.