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✩ not new to #edtwt , just relapsing 🫩 ✩ 17 | 2008 she/her diagnosed with ana but recovered for 2 years 5’7ish ???? hw: 227 lbs , lw: 100 lbs , cw: 160 🫩 i follow back ! pls b my moot ✩ i forgot my old acc so this is a complete restart ! ✩

hi guys im going grocery shopping for the month whenever i get paid. gimme things to buy (low cal, protein, snacks etc)

i miss being 120 lbs someone kill me

having 18 in my bio is so weird wdym im 18 ??? as in an adult ??? i remember being on edtwt since i was 11 wat ! LIKE MY BIO USED TO SAY 11?!!.!.

@suicidesankari2 oops i put therapist, i was w a psychiatrist at the time***

@suicidesankari2 i was diagnosed at a higher weight and all they did was put me in therapy which was covered + supposed to be one of the “best therapists in the area”😭 then my therapist said i was too big to have ana which made me spiral until i FR became underweight and needed extreme treatment

if you get diagnosed with an eating disorder do they immediatly start making you recover or do they not gaf it its not seen as severe enough

@onthesameboat @suicidesankari2 i was diagnosed with atypical anorexia when this happened

@fatbetchzoe @suicidesankari2 It’s because clinically to have Anorexia Nervosa you have to be underweight. They should have diagnosed you with EDNOS or something

@suicidesankari2 oh they also gave me medications and had to do monthly blood tests bc of low iron , but it wasnt anything extreme like feeding tubes etc until i fr became sick due to my therapist, i REFUSE to ever go back to therapy or seek help again due to this. i swear she traumatized me😭

@Soleiayy it be a pic of them bloated then regular too😭😭

you guys need to stop lying if someone posts a bodycheck and there's no difference just tell the truths bro

i need this era of myself back bc actually WHAT THE FUCK WAS I ON

when my ed starts eating my brain cells instead of the fat on my thighs

i havent weighed myself in atleast a year and im genuinely scared to check

I’m going to lose 20 lbs before June I’m going to lose 20 lbs before June I’m going to lose 20 lbs before June I’m going to lose 20 lbs before June I’m going to lose 20 lbs before June I’m going to lose 20 lbs before June I’m going to lose 20 lbs before June

@miausanity i was genuinely so happy to just be alive😭 only thing that was making me “sad” was my family issues , but i genuinely NEVER gaf bc i was skinny and pretty so nothing else mattered to me

everyone says you’ll be miserable when u get skinny, but when i was skinny i was the happiest i’ve ever been

@pooppizza12 i was the same way when i was fat😭 now looking back at it its like holy shit wtf? i hate that they treat it like its a slur or smth , same applies to me when i was fat , like why was i so in denial abt it

Why do fat people never like to admit they're fat?

@nutelladdict @KatarinaKals im not the op but mine faded ! u cant even rlly see them

@KatarinaKals wait they get MORE noticeable?? 😭😭

arm loose skin after losing 90 lbs 😩😩 stretch marks are getting even more noticeable

@KatarinaKals its okay me too💔 i lost 100 lbs, but the stretch marks 100% fade over time ! 🥲 i have sm loose skin tho

@liliesislosing meee

Would anyone join my strict May weightloss gc? It’ll have strict calories, steps and fasting(24hrs+) goals for each week #edtwt #minimay #malnourishedmay

found this on my old twt acc .. WHAT THE FUCK WAS I ON THAT MADE ME DO THIS HELLO???

@prklovesu idk now i think abt it , every long fast that i had that was 5-7+ days long i was extremely depressed or went thru smth huge at the time that made me wanna do it so everyone could be in shock/worry when they next saw me , and they 100% were

@prklovesu i was at a VERY hw and basically didnt know how much i weighed (220) so when i saw the number i genuinely didnt eat for almost 2 weeks😭 the last time i checked before then i was 170 lbs.. basically just hate urself, lock urself in a room, and cry all day

how do people fast for a week like I WANNA KNOW HOW