Finno Hidayat

Hari ini saya tolong orang, besok Allah tolong saya.

I started alone, I failed alone, I cried alone, I picked myself up alone, I will succeed alone.

He deals the cards to find the answer The sacred geometry of chance The hidden law of a probable outcome The numbers lead a dance

Be careful with pure hearts, if you break them once, karma breaks you twice.

Hurt me with the truth but never comfort me with a lie. Honesty will earn you more respect than any lie could ever buy you. Until men and women start having homest conversation about who they truly are, love will continue to be temporary.

Hurt me with the truth but never comfort me with a lie

"Deeper and deeper you walk into the blood, until you are out of your depth, until you must learn to swim in it."

In the end, it’s just false hope dressed up as paradise

This place is costing me my mind, my health, my energy, my peace, my patience, my time, and my money, and everything in between.

It’s full of dumb dumb who couldn’t make it anywhere else, yet pretended they’ve made it here. And the place reflects it. Badly organized, badly designed, and badly behaved. Look at the traffic, the way people drive, the terrible drainage, and the trash management.

They think they can live slow in Bali, well wrong. It grinds them into a workhorse. It pulls them into a life of distractions and temporary escapes. They f*ck around and become an energy-less whore. They leave exhausted, broke, or lost in the chaos.

I stand here giving you my best, yet I’m the one who meets your shadows, while others walk in your light.

Tonight I look at the damage without looking away. I forgive myself. And through the ache that still lingers, I. Forgive. You.

Enduring love requires a gentle spirit, one that knows how to forgive. It was never meant to be perfect, it was meant to be repaired. Forgiveness is not pretending wounds never happened. Its choosing growth instead of ego and pride.

The deepest bonds are not the ones without scars. They are the ones brave enough to stitch themselves back together.