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@finnsphighter No it is a reference to “that one gsy friend you’re trying to ignore” copypasta
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@thel11man1 @MrSpringy_ @starkindreds @HelloItsVG genuinely asking, did you read my reply? Hypothetically, if someone WAS a rapist, and you called them a sexual assaulter instead of a rapist, it doesn't change much
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@finnsphighter @MrSpringy_ @starkindreds @HelloItsVG No it doesn’t? If I accused you of raping me are you instantly guilty?
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Just read the full annotated Google Doc breaking down the Roblox Pressure situation using ONLY the raw Discord messages between Zeal & Ren
>No curated stories, unbias as possible, only DMS...
--Here’s my detailed breakdown straight from the doc--
>Ren’s infatuation led her to ignore her own boundaries and people-please.
>Weeks of mutual hype + repeated consent checks in chat.
>Tragic miscommunication — not clear-cut assault.
Disclaimer from the doc: Ren’s long POV is heavily curated to fit her narrative.
>The raw Discord chats are the only unbiased source we have.
>Aug 24: Ren first asked Zeal “where are you staying let’s meet up.”
>He shared the Marriott right away.
>Deliberate coordination from both.
>Aug 25: Zeal said “im gonna meet you and pick u up and throw u around.”
>Ren replied instantly: “I like being picked up and thrown around / I am in fact a creature.”
>Aug 26: Zeal sent kittens curled up photo:
>“Can we do this.”
>Explicit consent check weeks before RDC.
>Aug 30 (2 AM): Full “wanna do this” animal video sequence.
>Bunnies holding hands → Ren “Ya.”
>Bunnies cuddling → Ren “Ya.”
>Bunny mounting → Ren “Yaa.”
Ren mirrored the energy: “Me to u.”
>Sent her OWN meme “Can we do this.”
>Confirmed her height/weight so he could carry her.
>Ended with “YAAAAY I LIKE BEING CARRIED AROUND.”
>At RDC: First real-life interaction was the exact planned lift/twirl they’d been hyping for days.
>Post-RDC (Sept 2-16):
>Ren offered her hotel key card for unrestricted access
>researched lube “to make it not hurt,”
>Sent voice notes saying she fantasized about him
>sent neck mark photo “U forgot u left those?”
>coached him on round 2
>apologized for being “selfish,” and kept reassuring him.
>Ren actively reassuring, initiating comfort, and planning repeats.
>But framed as classic fawning/trauma response: people-pleasing, lying to prevent abandonment, sacrificing her boundaries due to infatuation.
Ren’s later POV retroactively changed what consent meant (playful chat ≠ real-life consent).
Both failed at communication — Zeal should’ve asked more clearly in person.
>Ren ignored her own “no” signals to please him.
Doc conclusion: Both parties need to take responsibility. This is tragic miscommunication, not the black-and-white assault narrative.
>This just made the entire Pressure situation 10x more complicated.
>What’s your take after seeing the raw logs?
HelloItsVG@HelloItsVG
I investigated the Roblox Pressure situation top to bottom. Zeal (YourFriendZeal), creator of Pressure on Roblox, has been accused of s*xually assaulting his former music composer Ren (NoLongerNull) at RDC 2025 in San Jose. A 100+ page document with ~235 screenshots just dropped. >>I spent hours reading through every single word and here's a summary of everything: >Ren quit Pressure in Summer 2025 after psychological abuse and being overworked. Team blocked them from every server, called them "unstable" and "a liability" >Zeal reconnected weeks before RDC, spent weeks normalizing physical contact through messages, dozens of "I'm gonna pick you up and toss you around" texts with Ren, cute animal videos captioned "wanna do this" that escalated from innocent to suggestive >Zeal asked Ren's height and weight. Confirmed he could carry her. Blocked Ren from reconnecting with any other team members and only spend time with him…. >At RDC, the first thing Zeal did was lift Ren into the air without even saying hello >Pulled Ren on top of him in a suite, buried his face in her neck for minutes, then texted wanting to repeat it "with fewer people" …removing witnesses >Night of Sept 3, Ren was in a full emotional crisis — crying uncontrollably, BPD episode, new medication. Zeal offered to come to their hotel room. He arrived having freshly showered >Held Ren for 1.5 hours while they screamed and cried. Ren screamed "You're so safe" until their voice gave out. Once Ren was exhausted and limp — the assault began >Forceful, non-consensual contact. Ren repeatedly said "IT HURTS." When Ren screamed "NO" — Ren immediately reversed out of fear of abandonment: "NO I'M SORRY, IT'S OKAY"…. Zeal was trying to make Ren feel bad, and not compatible relationship. >Every time Ren expressed pain, Zeal said "Guess we are just not into each other" — weaponizing their fear of rejection to force compliance.. >Afterward he panicked. Washed evidence off Ren's body, left them standing under a running shower alone and confused >His parting words leaving the room: "Can't wait for the Google Docs in 5 years!" >Night 2: texted "maybe if u buy *protection* we can try again tonight." More non-consensual contact followed >Left visible marks on Ren's neck (photos included in the doc). When confronted the next morning he laughed it off, saying no one at RDC would even recognize what they were >What followed led to Ren attempting to end their life the night of the Roblox Awards. Ren survived. Spent 6 months in therapy before writing this…😭 >Team members knew what happened and chose to protect him >Former Pressure members are already publicly distancing themselves, with one stating: "This is horribly disgusting and I regret ever working alongside Zeal" Ren's post-assault messages look willing — they explain this as fawning, a trauma response where you people-please to survive. They even fabricated details to reassure Zeal, and voluntarily disclosed that in the document because "the full truth matters more than looking perfect." At the end of the day Ren explicitly beg Zeal not to self-harm. They just want accountability and the truth. Ren wrote: "He will forever be more horrifying than any of his horror projects, to me." Welp another sad Roblox situation….
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@wiindshocker Like kurtis conner or somethin g .or danny gonzalez i forgot. One of those three
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@KatakuriDTT @HelloItsVG I had an issue with self awareness and control back then, because of my abuser. In abusive relationships, like a trauma bond, you lose your sense of identity, which may mean losing your sense of boundaries and control aswell.
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@finnsphighter @HelloItsVG if you ignore your own boundaries then im sorry but its your own fault and you really need self awareness and self control
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@whereisspide @HelloItsVG (He was interested in having sex with her after, actually)
Yes, that's what happened. This is what happens with victims, they ignore their own moral compass because they haven't accepted their abuser is a bad person yet, and they continue to praise them. It's common.
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@finnsphighter @HelloItsVG She ignored her own boundaries and his boundaries just to try to please something who wasnt interested in having sex with her further than that one interaction
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@SolarIsthmus the month is always first for me LOL so I thought it ws July
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@MrSpringy_ @starkindreds @HelloItsVG replace 'rapist' with sexual assaulter, my point still stands lol
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@cutewife9980355 @snowyegret13 @IckyVickyRblx Mhm! I'm glad we could end this passively.
Also, Ren most likely noticed it was manipulation from her therapist. lalalala
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@finnsphighter @snowyegret13 @IckyVickyRblx I will accept your point of view even if I disagree
I feel there is heavy injustice towards zeal in this situation. Its so easy to claim manipulation once you feel hurt. Bpd multiplies that pain tenfold i assume. I was the inexperienced guy like zeal though so i lean there
Best
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Serious allegations require a serious listen. This is me listening and analyzing what has been said as an unbiased party. Ren has a pattern of misinterpreting innocent messages into something malicious that fit her perception of reality.
docs.google.com/document/d/13z…
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@puffisher @HelloItsVG Yes, but I don't know why she would talk about lying if she hadn't made the incident public lol
I saw the original photo, it's out of context. I don't know exactly what context, but it's not to do with the incident.
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@finnsphighter @HelloItsVG I don't know, I only know that there was another photo showing what year it happened, and the dates were between June and October 2025, if I'm not mistaken.
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@RobloxFitRater @AngelMoonling The replies are villanizing her BPD and acting like she's a frantic and insane person.
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@AngelMoonling “Villainize her bpd” what are you yapping about bruh, she’s only saying that bpd proves mental instability which is true
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So hi, a SA victim here, its pretty normal to try and "normalize" what happened and we tend to lie to ourselves to cope and we fear upsetting our abuser.
Stop trying to villainise her bpd. She was assulted. She asked him to stop he did not stop. End of story.
Icky Vicky@IckyVickyRblx
Serious allegations require a serious listen. This is me listening and analyzing what has been said as an unbiased party. Ren has a pattern of misinterpreting innocent messages into something malicious that fit her perception of reality. docs.google.com/document/d/13z…
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@starkindreds @HelloItsVG no matter what... a rapist will always be referred to as a poor and misfortunate soul.... bad habits really do die hard....
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@HelloItsVG And people were picking apart a 2 hours video of crying and sobbing from a man who just lost everything as “proof” of his wrongdoings.
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@cutewife9980355 @snowyegret13 @IckyVickyRblx And Ren, specifically wanting his attention, did everything she could to make sure Zeal didn't leave or disapprove of her. I also know what lovebombing looks like, as I was lovebombed aswell. It's not lovebombing, she was trying to appeal to Zeal, not control or manipulate.
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@cutewife9980355 @snowyegret13 @IckyVickyRblx I don't see it that way. I've recently gone through almost an exact experience as Ren, and so I know how it feels. Ren did not force Zeal to succumb to her needs, instead Zeal (even if not purposefully) had conditioned her into thinking he was the only one for her. (1/2)
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@cutewife9980355 @snowyegret13 @IckyVickyRblx No, it's not lovebombing. Serious question, do you know what that is? You also don't have to mention her gender either. It doesn't pertain to anything.
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@snowyegret13 @finnsphighter @IckyVickyRblx Even fawning has its limits. And thats trying my best to ignore how she acted before the sexual assault.
There was no change in her behavior, just an emotional woman lovebombing as same... now conveniently called fawning.
Ugh we are back to the start with this.
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@cutewife9980355 @IckyVickyRblx The back and forthing contact and denying contact to her other ex co-workers is a manipulation tactic.
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@finnsphighter @IckyVickyRblx I still fail to see where exactly he manipulates her besides her narrating it as so?
Im open to arguements, please show me if i missed it.
But really all i saw was normal behavior between them presented as manipulation because it fit her narrative
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@cutewife9980355 @IckyVickyRblx Yeah. It could've been anyone, but Zeal specifically manipulated her. Zeal sexually assaulted her. What else is there to say? if anything, Ren could've been anyone else, not Zeal.
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@finnsphighter @IckyVickyRblx Not ren starting this whole charade trying to desperately find someone
'We connected out of nowhere'
SHE connected out of nowhere.
Could've been any poor sod, just happened to be a guy who had things to lose get entangled with her
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@cutewife9980355 @IckyVickyRblx And yet she was still manipulated and taken advantage of. When you go out looking for people to hang out with, it's not automatically your fault for meeting them, if whatever happens in the future is abusive or poor.
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