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officially lost the will to go to college and am about to fail 2 classes for the first time in my academic career

homophobia scare me because imagine being an amazing child, grandkid, sibling, friend & none of it matters once they find out you're gay.

gays should invent an app like g**nder but for finding gay friends in your city/town, you know like not a dating/sexting app but let’s chat and then be oomfs irl type of app

why tf am i still shy? this shit annoying bruh I’m grown as hell

having an intrusive thought and shaking my head to show the mind readers that I don’t approve

I have no future and I must keep going

that moment when you burst into tears in your room and you realize that no one knows how unhappy you are

when i get more active on twitter thats how you know im getting insane again

@divinoguache and people still act like being gay isn’t a big deal when it apparently still is to many

realizing people still be homophobic always catches me so off guard

do you ever sit with a group of people and not say anything for the entire time so there's no reason for you to be there, you're just awkwardly listening to people converse and wonder how it's so easy for them to just talk or why its so hard for you to say anything

how it feels watching the shibuya incident

rewatching the shibuya incident

no suicidal shit or whatever but sometimes i look at this world and i don’t just feel like participating

you’ll be at the lowest point of ya life and someone gon say “go to the gym” brother fuck you and the gym

I hate the way I'm perceived and implied upon. Every social interaction leads definitive conclusions on me as an idea. The millions of me in everyone else's mind. The only true "me" is stuck inside 6 inches of skull and no one can ever see it.

going on a trip when i’m breaking out, recently gained weight, have the ugliest haircut known to man, failing 3/4 classes, and am in the worst mental state i’ve been in in months

unmedicated ADHD or lazy useless piece of shit call it 🤔🤔🤔🤔🤔

got hired at a grocery store last week and my first shift is tomorrow