lily

I love being hot and difficult. Why in the fuck would I ever be easy going.

have to laugh how everybody falls off of the face of the earth now that it’s a year since my mom passed, 3 since jared passed, friendship doesn’t mean leaving a heart on my posts about them, friendship is asking me how i’m doing on a random afternoon because you thought of me.

almost a year out from losing my mom and I have no life, no friends, nothing to live for. I am so sick of waking up every day. I want to be asleep.

feeling the urge to isolate and push everyone away again

I really can’t see anything ever getting better for me i’m so fucking tired

have a headache. still romanticizing relationships from years ago. filled with dread about humanity’s future. craving grocery store birthday cake. scared about my fiber intake. convinced i am evil. addicted to reading restaurant menus online. interested in reopening old wounds.

i’m sorry that i’d rather be gettin high than watching my family die

i’m a don draper apologist but that’s jon hamm’s fault for being so fucking charming

🗣️

imma break every box they try to put me in

I love abrasive, crass, bitter, mistrustful women who use their off-putting attitudes as armor for their deeply kind and wounded hearts, and so should you

Merry Christmas, sweethearts!🎄❤️

All truly great Christmas media recognizes the inherent melancholy of the holiday season

I’m sorry but when women are like I want a himbo golden retriever boyfriend I do not understand that at all. I would rather shoot myself

PRAYING FOR LOVE IN A LAP DANCE AND PAYING IN NAIVETY!!!!!!!

all her fault on peacock is so fucking good