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SF Katılım Haziran 2019
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encountered a substack post with 20k likes, had a suspicion after the first few lines, and lo and behold
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@SP1NS1R @SHL0MS I guess what I want is feel like there was some sort of intent behind it other than making money off my engagement. same reason I've never used short form video
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I hate the feeling of being swindled, especially by someone who probably can't even write
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not entirely sure what the takeaway is. Does it even matter if it's made by AI if people like it? Should I just stop checking?
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@adam_kranz I mean that there may be people who don't have total aphantasia but can't turn text into images mentally
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@ftlsid I read incessantly as a kid, I can promise you it's not that
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pretty sure expressing need and vulnerability as a man is socially acceptable only within the context of strength - a window into structure that is otherwise solid. people often hear the unqualified advice and overcorrect
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@_nwyin yeah I'm just about to find out
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@ftlsid and then realizing you had that dawg in you and didn't have to hedge in the first place
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nothing hits like realizing that you forgot to hedge any of your bets
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like I wrote a complicated mathematical construction last fall, was absolutely convinced that it was the right idea, got fired because the experimental results were not promising enough, and two weeks ago I suddenly realized that one of the assumptions is subtly incorrect
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the fact that it takes so long for me to see my mistakes is either an indictment of my own intelligence or a deeper point about how the process of solving open-ended problems works (almost entirely subconscious)
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every six months I have one incremental idea about my research on obscure theoretical machines with no discernible use or purpose
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I think I pay a huge tax for not being self-evidently pro-social
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a lot of people depend on being able to do something to others, and perceive a reaction, in order to feel good about themselves. For someone with this tendency, the more advanced someone is, the worse they will feel to be around
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breaking this contract makes people who have internalized it very upset for reasons they can’t name clearly, because looking directly at the nature of the contract is destabilizing (what do you mean, I was always doing it to myself?)
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the thing about feeling whole on your own (or “legitimate” / “enough” etc) is that it breaks the usual contract where you are not enough and you need to earn the right to feel good about yourself through achievement and validation from others
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climbing like I’ve never heard of rocks before
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the humiliation ritual of going back to the climbing gym after being injured for two months
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