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suicideboys were better in 2015? nah gang the fans were 😭😂

@malicethegrey catch me out in ridgefield baby🔥7️⃣0️⃣0️⃣

im ugly crying. this year i HAVE to go to both WA shows because one is on my daughters birthday and of course we all gotta go🩶 God is so good yall.

@ChrisJonesDR @ARCRaidersGame

ARC adapt, so do we 🛠️💥⚡ 31.03.26

@rotbypouya power is incredible

need a new binge worthy show recs keep in mind the last thing i watched was the sopranos and idk if that can be topped tbh

@G59RECORDS @suicideLEOPARD must be smokin crack again w prices like this💀

GREY*59 WINTER COLLECTION x ASSPIZZA COLLAB NOW AVAILABLE g59records.com/shop

every year that passes, i realize what a gift ive been given to still be alive. it’s a miracle that i ever even drew a sober breath. even if it stopped right there - that would have been a miracle in itself. so many people don’t make it. including friends and loved ones of mine. and i did. and i wasn’t even trying. there was no “quitting”. i was absolutely incapable on my own power of stopping even if i wanted to. i was sure i would die sooner than later and maybe then, the nightmare would be over. all credit goes to God. He absolutely did for me what i could not do for myself. i don’t question it - i try to make the best out of it and use my pain and experiences to help other people. there is no drug in the world that compares to when after hours, days, years of me working on something, pouring my soul unfiltered - no writing, sacrificing time for myself, my wife, my family, etc and i see you guys listen and you get it. you understand me. you are me, only i just have a big loud microphone. you cry. you light up and turn the fuck up. and for that moment - we connect. there is no better feeling than that and yall give me that. year after year. i could never repay what all of you have given me. i know what it’s like to feel hopeless. to see other people get sober, change, etc and be like “fuck them”. idc if you’re sober, what religion or politics you subscribe to, if you’re shooting fent, I LOVE YOU. you’re not alone. you have a chance. i didn’t think any of that applied to me. good for other people but wouldn’t work for me. i’ve never been more wrong in my life. if you need help - please reach out and get it. it’s not fuckin easy. but it really is simple. if you can get honest, have an open mind that maybe you don’t know everything you think you know, and are just the tiniest bit willing to do something different - you have a shot i used to think i didn’t believe in anything. i was a nihilistic miserable mother fucker. life had no meaning. there was no higher power. life was meant to just be tolerated at best. how wrong i was. even when i was a “lazy atheist” i was worshipping something and didn’t even know it - I WAS WORSHIPPING MY THINKING AND MY REASONING. i worshipped praise. money. fame. validation. music. so i did have faith all along. only that faith was in a delusional idiot who thought he was smart (me). but once i put my life into the hands of something bigger (whatever was working for my sponsor or the old timers in AA cuz i was incapable of comprehending a god) my life changed. i started to stay sober. i wasn’t obsessing about getting high. my perspective of the world changed by working a couple stupid steps. some people say i talk to much on here. i care too much about what yall think. i lose the “mystique” by spilling and talking to yall like a normal person. but FUCK THAT. i am a normal person. i’m not special. God has given me a gift and today i pray im using it to help whoever is willing to listen. i’m not perfect. im broken. i’m a boy who is scared of the world although i act as if i fear nothing. i’m littered with fear. drugs were my way to turn the volume down. instant acceptance every time i got high. fuck being sober - wanted nothing to do with it. i rather die. thank you God. thank you 12 step programs. thank you to getting back to my faith in my Lord, Jesus Christ. thank you to anyone and everyone who stuck with me and even the ones that didn’t. i truly understand. thank you to my wife. she is the best person i’ve ever met. my parents who tried and continue to try their best. broken for sure but always loved me with everything in them. thank you guys for giving me a life i couldn’t even fathom and getting to do what i love every fuckin day. even if this helps one person - then great. today is not about me - it’s about showing there is hope, God is real, and you have a chance. please don’t give up.

missing out on the @slimgucci59 drop breaks my heart 💔

@whooith just say your upset you can’t get views and move on big dog

oh noOoOoo im obviously so jealous some homophobic peanut got popular by viewbotting and being misogynistic my life is over /s 💀

@ottrTweets averaging 2 viewers prob won’t help you stay entertained either but it don’t stop you

PvP element sucks and is unrewarding, audio doesn't work, hitreg doesn't work, 3d staring at walls until someone runs by PvE element is boring

@TStorm106 dog no one is playing that trash marathon💀

SBMM + ABMM in an extraction shooter yea we ALL playing marathon for a fair pvp experience, larp raiders no more

@Myth_ or it’s because you fell off and couldn’t get a streamer w 2 views to gaf about playing with you atp💀

So this is why cloakzy unfollowed me everywhere, banned me from his chat, and refused to respond to my DMs asking him if he’s got a problem with me. Makes sense now.

@Awk20000 @Myth_ i think he doesn’t wanna play w you because you fell off harder than TFUE🤣 gettin no views, needs ANYTHING to try to be relevant 💀

Myth explains the Cloakzy tweet “Blacklisted me out of playing games..just wanted to know why..DM’d him & he didn’t reply..today I woke up & saw a tweet & said F it..I’m gonna stir the pot..so I straight up ran w it..if he doesn’t wanna be a man..thats ok”

@Fightful @FightfulSelect @grok what was the post he made in 2020

The Trey Miguel AEW release was above AEW, and it was heavily implied to @FightfulSelect that it was a WBD decision, due to a post that was made in 2020 that was controversial in nature, for which he immediately apologized. We have tons of details for Select subscribers.

@Fightful @FightfulSelect what’s the details behind him not signing? @grok

Trey Miguel was released from his AEW contract that he'd recently signed, @FightfulSelect confirmed. We have more details for Select subscribers.

@slimgucci59 need one of these

@MicahhParsons11 sign me up dog😭

Bro I can’t spend 100 hours on arc raiders to grind ! I got 500. For someone to grind it for me 😩😂

once you make it outta hell everything feel heavenly

THE DUE DATE IS 5/9 NOT EVEN JOKING GOD’S TIMING IS CRAZY

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@Art4Vandelay @Matsur1_san @SuicideChrist @SUICIDEBOYS @suicideLEOPARD maybe you’re just retarded

@Matsur1_san @g59_nw @SuicideChrist @SUICIDEBOYS @suicideLEOPARD Maybe dude who died punched first

update: the man killed at Greyday this year (Auburn, Wa) - his murderer was just charged! @SuicideChrist @SUICIDEBOYS @suicideLEOPARD #greyday25 #greydayauburn

@WYADUCKBOY @SuicideChrist @SUICIDEBOYS @suicideLEOPARD hopefully he’s not back allowed in society again! dude should rot after that fr💯

@g59_nw @SuicideChrist @SUICIDEBOYS @suicideLEOPARD can we all agree that this guy is never welcome back in g59 spaces again?