haniel {¬ºཀ°}¬

unpinning at bmi 19 / 98lbs

nowadays u gotta be prepared to never speak to someone again no matter what the bond was

One of my wet dreams is someone helping me clean up after a relapse

@niellespo better than the ppl who say “baggle” at least

why do some people pronounce bagel like 'beh-gl'...i don't like that. it's 'BAY-gl'

the nurses seeing me cry over a needle with scars all over my arms and legs

@kittybpd be yourself when dealing with others. fake it til you make it when you’re dealing with yourself. when i pretend to be happy and healthy and successful and smart, i always end up feeling that way too, you just have to be good enough at faking it and know when you shouldn’t too

advice wise do you prefer the approach of "fake it until you make it" or "be yourself"

id rather he think im a total freak for cutting than him just never thinking or caring about it. it never even crosses his mind until he sees it fresh, and even then it takes him ages to notice the marks or even bandages

我哭了

this bitch is copying my whole damn flow

im so lonely and want to talk to people and feel cared for. but i can never put the effort in to actually make new friends and make plans

Are you satisfied?

@bmoorbimbo depression and adhd diagnoses 😇

excluding eating disorders, are you guys actually diagnosed with anything? i see a whole lot of us saying they have bpd and bipolar and i just wonder how many are diagnosed and how many are just kids being kids

kinda funny i got a real cat scratch today from having to hold my cat still for the vet- and then i did cat scratches on myself too

tiny little catscratches. i miss styros but im too pussy lately

@vibranttastical hundred 😞

what are the chances of tetanus

i do diy myself, thanks exacto knife

not having tissues but not being done doing cat scratches yet, so using the bandaid wrapper to wipe blood 💀

#shtwtt #shrtwt #slittwt #988twt

i found my mom’s old miss me jeans. my legs look huge in them- im so excited to lose weight and have cute jeans though

im so fricken large bro

@Rott3ncentipide do nawt do that bro

Has anyone tried to reach for fascia in the stomach ,any advice or do i just wing it