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A few months ago I tweeted that I was lonely in the streaming space and just wanted some girl friends who understood what this job is like.
Since then, I have made the most amazing connections, had offline gaming/hangout sessions, gotten genuine advice, safe spaces to vent and so much more.
While it was scary being so vulnerable, I’m glad I said something because it opened up a space to get closer to some really cool people🥹
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I hate taking my Vyvanse because it makes me ‘not me’. BUT - if I don’t take them, my executive dysfunction is CRUSHING.
I’ve heard if I start the day off with high protein intake, that it can help curb it my ADHD? I just want to be able to do things in life without a 4-hour runway to get up and get going.
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hey @TikTokSupport - fix this asap. my best friend worked for years to build her account and your system banned it for no reason.
Ghost TyyRex 🔜 DreamHack ATL@TyyRexOfficial
Just tried to log in to my @tiktok_us account and was banned for “impersonation”. This is my business and I’ve spent over 4 years cultivating a community around my clips and gaming content ALL of which are original. @TikTokSupport I have submitted an appeal but this is absolutely wild and an unjust ban.
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@TyyRexOfficial I love you so much. 🖤🫶🏻
Thanks for being my best friend in the whole world. I’m so proud of you.
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Yesterday marks 4 years since I made the decision to walk away from medicine.
TW: mental health & suicide, very long post
To put it bluntly: roughly 300-400 physicians die by suicide in the US annually and I was nearly one of them.
Through COVID and surgical residency, I found myself at a breaking point where I didn’t think there was a way out. I didn’t see a “light on the other side”. Only complete, crushing darkness under the weight that was my student loans, time invested and what others would think if I walked away alive. The fear of judgement and stigmatization kept me from asking for help. It got so dark and I thought, “why would I want to keep living if being honest would ruin my life anyway?”
My worst fears were confirmed after I took leave. Peers and mentors alike told me there “would be retaliation” from my coworkers because they had to cover shifts. Attending’s held meetings about how the residents needed to be tougher. I even received texts from friends saying how big of a mistake I was making, that I was wasting my potential and I should have just stuck it out because I’d regret leaving for the rest of my life.
I am so fortunate that I had my husband and family to combat this because I don’t know if I would have been able to resist those messages by myself.
After undergoing treatment, I slowly began to realize that my life was, indeed, worth more than my job. For so long I was just “Dr. Tyy”. I lost myself and had no idea who I was outside of medicine. Throughout this process I started to rediscover my interests and what made me, me. After many conversations I decided walk away even though I didn’t know what I was going to do next (10/10 would not recommend lol but it worked out!).
Not once have I regretted my decision unlike what I had been told. I found a reason for living and still get to help people through my education and lived experience. I got to spend time with my grandpa before he passed, which I never would have been able to within the confines of medicine. I’ve met the most amazing people both inside and outside of streaming who have undoubtedly made my life brighter. I’ve started several small businesses and helped my mom (an OR nurse of 30+ years) partially retire. I’ve traveled, spent so much time with loved ones and have gotten to tap into the creative side that I didn’t even know I had.
The journey was so dark, but I’m here on the other side happier, healthier and more fulfilled than ever.
I want to share my story so those suffering know they aren’t alone. It WILL get better and I promise your loved ones would rather hear your story than never see you again. If you’re struggling with suicidal thoughts whether in or out of medicine please know that you deserve help. If you’re actively in crisis, please reach out to your trusted circle and mental health professionals or call 988 for immediate support. Your life is worth more than anyone else’s judgement 💜




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Hi friends!
I recently started a new “Let’s Play” YT channel where I’ll be doing exclusive offline playthroughs.
On that note, I would so appreciate if you’d give me some game recs!
Here’s the channel link if you’d like to subscribe and follow along 💜
youtu.be/Q95dVC_M8II

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