⋮ august .ᐣ

alter intros . okay bleh, bcuz some want to add a little sign off and be known * not all listed, wip some are outdated collective he/him prns -🪾 ﹠ 🌙

anyway she bought me strawberry ice cream heehheheh -🍓Ori oh no shit

knowing your a system for so long and finally talking about it out loud is so weird I’m talking to my therapist like.yes.hi ya fronting yk like existing its Ori fronting.. Ori I’m here . I SOUND SO WEIRD I hate hearing myself say it’s “— fronting”

warm weather oh yes my emo is defrosting

I feel like I’m being judged a lot but I don’t know what else to do or how to cover it, it’s huge right on my wrist and it’s hot asl out. Like I know it’s jarring and I feel bad that people have too see but it’s gonna be there forever

I finally took my bandages off and wore a tee shirt 2 school and somebody looked at it when I handed them my vape and just yelled “Jesus!” and js didn’t talk to me for the rest of the day?? someone else asked if I tried to cut off my arm. I’m not dealing with this all summer omg

I really cannot keep up with my own social life at all I’m a bad friend

I NEED more people to see this omg (idk who the artist is, I got this off Pinterest 💔)

@JayGremlin_Rat I’m sorry jay ☹️ know i love u and all ur parts 🫂🫂

Does anyone feel incredibly alone, like...idk like everyone distanced themselves from you? Like, it feels like now everyone knows that I'm not who they thought they talked to 24/7, therefore they no longer want to interact with me. Or us? Idk the proper terms and its still odd..

I’m gonna make soup

there’s so much inside me there’s memories that only I will admit nobody else that was there it’s painful it’s so painful there’s a pit of memories at the back of my brain and it’s dark and I saw smth and I can’t say anything still

I want comfort so bad godplz I just wanna talk I want to see my gf I want anymore

hey no plz someone needs to kill me hefore I waste anyone else’s time please

I dented the wall with my head

@ArsonistAzzy OMG! I love all the little details I’m just sitting here zooming in on everything it’s gorgeous

Go my #krusie !!

@yaybeetlebug almost shed a tear she’s so cute

everyone stop what you’re doing and look at my vape

messing with the paranoia holder at front

@irlroderich9033 @TheUltBreeder you realize that makes this 10x worse dude. they clearly were triggered by that and didn’t wanna hear abt it anymore. I don’t think this is the person to go to abt ur sh anymore

@TheUltBreeder we used to be slitters together bru

@featherleafern this happens to be but not a spider, I’ll notice I have a 6th finger or smth

something like this

reading journaling from exactly 2 years ago and I really have not changed a bit . :p at least it’s me that’s the problem since things have changed. not uh my pattern behaviours.fuckitsme

@shxzill Yes

@hazzardlights yo can u rate my school assignment

every time my school counsellor makes me feel like a failure I just cry and leave and become more of a failure. and now I’m just outside here doing nothing with a bruised head