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im at a point where i can’t focus on a single thing besides losing weight. i have so many projects, yet my life is on hold because I don’t allow myself to do anything before I’m skinny

@JasonsOnlyFan It's ok ^_^ my mom was so worried when she said that that she probably didn't even think much of it ig.. but it just kinda made me feel bad but yeah

@ic_edcoffee I'm so sorry, I hope you'll be able to find someone who will listen to you and care about you and not just some potential future spouse

THIS but when my mom found out abt my sh she was more worried that my "husband will find out one day" and "who's gonna marry such a person" like DAWG bold of you to assume I'd even marry a man.. you never know if it's gonna be a man or a woman

locking in 🗝️

how i eat knowing i’ll regret it after

cal estimate pls? pulav desiedtwt where u at?

i hate when I've got the cal limit/food planned out and my mom makes me eat something i cannot track . . . it was yummy but it was probably a 9024567 cals idk I'm estimating ≈400g of rice, ?g gongura chutney and ghee ☹️

WHY IS THIS SO ACCURATE IT'S FUCKING ME UP 😭😭😭😭😭😭

@wiissteriaa MEEE 🧘🤍

Does anyone on #edrtwt believe in manifestation and law of assumption I would love to be moots !

unfortunately i need to have a constant hyperfixation consuming me 24/7 and distracting me from reality to stay alive

you won’t know for certain someone is manic but there are signs

@starvesofia @tinynellys literally same i have to make a CONSCIOUS EFFORT

@tinynellys i have to force myself to drink water i never get thirsty

does anyone here even drink 1.5-2l of water bc i’m lucky if i finish 500ml

@tinynellys I've been trying to drink atleast 1L for the past two days and it feels like a huge achivement but honestly the way i do it is having a ton of black coffee, green tea, lemon water or mix it with sweet lime juice... drinking water and having to piss... such a chore ify

𑣲⋆｡˚ random things that motivate me ⊹ — a th!nspo 🪡 for #edrtwt

@hwadainty i think it's due to low calcium if you've been experiencing tremors or cramps and stiffness

@ic_edcoffee yes thank u:( 🤍

bye I had a panic attack on my walk and twisted my ankle when I lost my balance bc my body kept locking up but the sky was pretty and I burnt 280 cals so.

like.. my thoughts and actions feel so out of alignment 😭🔫 I need to LOCK THE FUCK INNN

ik I'm capable of fighting the demons but my brain goes "it's all or nothing! all or nothing! we might as well ruin everything!" WHEN I'M AWARE I CAN JUST TELL MYSELF TO STFU BUT I KEEP FAILING EVERY 6-7 BUSINESS HOURS like baby that was a different person

having a routine would solve half my problems but what if the problem is i cannot for the life of me stay consistent (UNLESS it's the most useless thing i fixate on hours for) though my soul craves for the familiarity and the certainty