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@ieatedayam

i ♡ cutting - mostly lurking

shtwt Katılım Ekim 2023
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ayam@ieatedayam·
abt me (nobody gaf) naib or whatever youd like to call me 16 ~ she/they/it mentallyillmaxxing i just like to make friends and talk to others really #shtwt #idvtwt #danganronpatwt
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veronica@ofamurderedprey·
@ieatedayam thank you for the advice, I really appreciate it 🥹🥹🩷 you are very sweet oomfie... i think I just gotta leap without looking sometimes
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veronica@ofamurderedprey·
why am I awkward and nervous and can't talk to people irl and why is it so easy for everyone else
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veronica@ofamurderedprey·
@ieatedayam no we both see each other as friends. I think he's just a huge weirdo /lh
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ayam@ieatedayam·
@ofamurderedprey yes nobody has ever said a word about me doing that yes they only comfort me and meet me with understanding and in turn feel comfortable to share their feelings as well because they know id care
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ayam@ieatedayam·
@ofamurderedprey i applied this strat to genuinely everything and yes life has gotten freer. like whenever someones asks how are you or are you okay I JUST. VENT AND LET OUT ALL MY FEELINGS making sure to never apologizing for rambling or anything. and yes theyre always receptive and responsive
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ayam@ieatedayam·
@ofamurderedprey if bro was doing it sexually instead of affectionately that might be why. but idk i wasnt there
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veronica@ofamurderedprey·
I could still have this with my one friend but I literally told him 3 days ago that I wanted him to stop thinking of me as a puppy because I was starting to feel weird about it. but now i kinda want it again 🤔🤔
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ayam@ieatedayam·
@ofamurderedprey you mean your brother who you were born in a litter with
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veronica@ofamurderedprey·
@ieatedayam this is actually what I ended up doing... slept for 6 hours next to my dog on a bed i was too lazy to put sheets on
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veronica@ofamurderedprey·
it was so sunny outside so I thought to myself "hmm maybe instead of cutting i will choose a healthy coping mechanism. maybe i will go out and tan". so I got ready and now it is cloudy and the forecast says its going to rain. if thats not a sign I should relapse idk what is
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ayam@ieatedayam·
@cuckcenary tell her its your period and you saw something online about freebleeding being better. the more embarrassing, the more believable
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naib@cuckcenary·
mymum Kept saying ive been walkinf weird + she saw blood on my clothes and was insisting onchecking Omg. while there was blood actively running down my leg too
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.・🪽︴eli@silliest_apple·
im actually so fucking scared what if i was raped as a child and just dont remember like deadass, i remember when i was 9-10 yo i was bleeding out of my vagina or wtv and it turned out not being my period because i got that way later genuinely idek
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ayam@ieatedayam·
@ofamurderedprey it was me i take your blood when you are sleeping in a creche
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veronica@ofamurderedprey·
my antidepressants might be thinning my blood...
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veronica@ofamurderedprey·
I have a bruise the size of an apple on the back of my thigh and idk where it came from
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ayam@ieatedayam·
@ofamurderedprey just remember... if you arent moaning like a cc player.. You arent doing it right...
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veronica@ofamurderedprey·
people act nice to me but then they complain about other people engaging in the same habits as me. it just makes me think about how fake people can be sometimes. when i stutter, do you think those same things about me as you did about him?
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ayam@ieatedayam·
@ofamurderedprey id be really happybbecause i really like the rain and instead id stay inside and nap to the sound of the rain
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ayam@ieatedayam·
im just gonna go eat and hope i feel better usually my medication helps with my depressive episodes and spiraling but ive been weaning off of them because theyve been causing emotional blunting
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✎ᝰ𝖱𝖾𝗇𝖾@REBORN_USER013·
I HAVE A STUPID SMALL BUMP ON MY BACK BUT IT HURTS SO BADDD💔 i thought it was a pimple or smth but just touching it hurts sooo, yeah ill try n wait for it to go away
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