ੈ✩‧₊˚ jj

ੈ✩‧₊˚ my name is jj | 17 years old | anorexia ⋆.ೃ࿔*:･ edtwt | been disordered for 6 years *ೃ༄ cw: 53kg | gw | 45kg, ugw | 35kg like / comment / rtwt to become moots!

the scale going blue is my ultimate sexual fantasy

everyone says you’ll be miserable when u get skinny, but when i was skinny i was the happiest i’ve ever been

im so fat i dont think ive ever looked fatter lock in after exams is going to be insane

life rn

doing this diet starting tomorrow 🥹

how it feels to rawdog weightloss, no peptides, no ozempic, no smoking/vaping, no lax abuse, just starving, over exercise, and self hate

i did it once, i will do it again

trying to lose weight when ur at a healthy weight

took me 6 days to lose 0.59kg managed to gain it all fucking back in 1 day what the fuck this is so dumb and fucking twisted

The second ppl around you realize you're trying to lose weight they become borderline feeders btw

one day of omad should make me lose 10kg but ok

this is why i save my calories for hangouts 🥹 and also why i can’t deal with spontaneous hang outs

@manonmiitopia @elle1121714 @starveinstyle @omadhanji who was narjesse..???

@jjstarves @elle1121714 @starveinstyle @omadhanji narjesse mentioned she had an ed during it but there wasn’t any competitive eds and she got the help she needed so pls stop spreading misinfo (I hate hxg but let’s not speculate on the girls n their situations)

my niche thinspo is megan from katseye in this one specific tiktok

it’s gone up bc i do exercise everyday now

1,300 is still a deficit 1,300 is still a deficit 1,300 is still a deficit 1,300 is still a deficit 1,300 is still a deficit 1,300 is still a deficit 1,300 is still a deficit 1,300 is still a deficit 1,300 is still a deficit 1,300 is still a deficit right???

gaslighting myself into believing that eating as little as possible everyday is actually good for me and makes me feel amazing

It’s really embarrassing that I’ve been suicidal for 6 years and still haven’t killed myself

@bialimica i wanted to lose minimum 5kg, so far i’ve lost 2kg😀

how many kilograms (pounds) you guys plan to lose in April?

@noeatingbunni it’s literally the worst thing in the world i’ve been doing it consistently now for nearly a month and for some reason does not get easier

i don’t know how people hit 10k+ everyday . . im at 2.4k and i want to pass out