Jen 𐔌՞. .՞𐦯

relapsing ur ed and coming back to twt is so humiliating i feel like im standing at yalls door like this

i wish i can post my meals but it’s literally just oatmeal and hard boiled eggs nothing special

cantina bowl with no rice my beloved

i’m back i hope my oomfs missed me 😛

a coworker guessed my weight saying i was 95 lbs…

@fcmcel my previous therapist would put on meditation YT videos and go on tiktok 😭

my therapist would fall asleep sometimes during our session and i felt bad so i wouldnt wake her up for a couple mins and i would just sit there waiting for her to wake up on her own

how it feels explaining that yes i can eat a 700 calorie meal but no i cannot drink something over 100

starving n eating healthier will be so much easier when i live with my fiance like im so close to living my dream

i miss measuring out my food :(

what’s it called when you’re in active (lowkey forceful) recovery but you still want to maintain ur cw bc you actually hit ur gw by being in the hospital 🧍🏻‍♀️

@sknidlni2001 same, i’m so ashamed of destroying my progress :(

I’ve gained 10 lbs back of the 20 I lost since November but I still can’t stop eating what the fuck is wrong with me I’m disgusting

if i’m not active just know im either being a fatass or tracking but not really sorry guys ive been going thru it fr

I don’t even have an eating disorder anymore. I just have disordered thoughts and a fucking wish

my fiancé woke me up with a big ass plate of chorizo, egg and rice with some greens on the side and my fav coffee n that’s so sweet but i hate how i couldn’t count the cals 😭😭

cal estimate? cali burrito (carne asada, fries, guac, cheese & pico de gallo)

arugula, avocado, tomato, egg & ranch toast ♡ 340 c

i already hit 10k steps today and it’s only 2 pm hehehe

@Ziz___ed1 LOCK IN TWIN WE GOT THIS!!

@k7ttycals YOU GOT THISSS , I need to lock in for the family reunion this march 💔

i have a valentine’s day trip in a week, a trip for our 5 year anniversary in april and then we have the wedding and honeymoon in december 💔💔 I NEED TO LOCK IN

@Ziz___ed1 so true LMAO

@k7ttycals Regardless of what you do , ull be fat in korea 😭🙏 unless ur 38 - 45 kg

as a barista i literally see ppl using their daily cals in their morning coffee like: