@pjjmoonchildd@bbyrexi The water weight and panic weight gain you get when first starving is awful… and then it just starts falling off and gets addictive. Rn I’m in the first phase again 🤧🤧🤧
Struggling with food while being a “healthy” weight is embarassing as fuck. The amount of silent distress I’m in over food on a daily basis is incredible and yet I feel entirely invalid. Im diagnosed but I feel like if any irls knew they wouldn’t even believe me. I’m in agony.
@vodkarexia@imspirxling I upped my intake because I got my dream job (which is very active and requires a lot of brain power) and I’ve been feeling guilty and invalid since I started the job…
i fear some of you need to understand anorexia does not have a calorie limit. i eat 2000 calories everyday and i still have active anorexia. no matter how much you eat you’re VALID