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interactive moot hunt for #edtwt #edrtwt ☆ 25, she/her ☆ ed since i was 14 :/ relapsing again ☆ 162 cm, bmi 20 rn ☆ sw this relapse: 145, cw: 119, gw: 98 i dont fb shedtwt or shtwt! and 18+ only pls ☆ i <3 fashion, music, art n travel! i love raving n crafting :D

this is my 3rd time being skinny after gaining the weight back two times and trust me it’s worth it. nothing is better than being skinny

i dont care if what im eating is unhealthy as long as it has low calories #tbh

the only way to not drive yourself insane with an ed is to romanticize the absolute fuck out of it #edtwt

size xxs, size 000, people saying you’re too thin, thigh gap, hip bones, visible spine, very small breasts, waist 23 inches and below, willowy, svelte, ethereal silhouette, effortlessly high fashion, nothing looks vulgar on you

when someone comments that i’ve lost weight but little do they know i still have 20 pounds to lose

all this starving and restricting just to look disgustingly average

@stolengardenia1 this is so real i wish it wasn’t such a touchy subject sometimes for me to ask about MY weight but i get how it could trigger others…

i wish i could ask people how much they think i weigh without it being weird, i just want an perception of what i look like to other people pleaseeeeeee

@changeofheart44 chew peach gum while sipping on ice cold water then inhale real fast i’m being so deadass 😭😭😭 it helps me sm but i crave minty vapes so i chew mint gum LOL … nic cravings have me doing the most embarrassing things smh

I’ve been clean from nic for like 2 months but a peach juul would rlly hit the spot rn…

@de32860063 he has a good relationship with food but is like “naturally thin” and by that i mean doesn’t eat alot himself/forgets and is trying to gain weight cuz he views himself as too thin 😭 so yes and lowkey no. i think i will hold off on telling him until it’s unavoidable LOL

@kuromisks Does he have a good relationship with food? If so then he might have compassion for u and might help u to recover (if u want to). Have u told anyone else in ur life? Im pretty sure he knows tho, he just doesn’t wanna pressure u to share and I think that’s sweet hehe 💓 good luck!

i’m confused should i tell my bf i have an ed or not i keep seeing ppl on here say not telling is lying but also i don’t want to worry him? he’s semi aware im disordered and a encourages me to take care of myself but i havent TOLD him.

feeling full is genuinely one of the worst feelings ever it feels so gross

#edrtwt : all u have to be is consistent!🪽

was walking around morbidly obese thinking i was the shit

but this genuinely happens to me

idc about anything i just wanna be the tiniest for winter

i dont wanna judge edtt converts but you cannot “switch”, “try out” or “fail” an eating disorder because it is a mental illness. if you have depression you can’t decide to stop having it and have bpd instead, so why would that be true for eds? none of us chose this

@SpottedFawnz yes ofc! <3

@kuromisks oomfs? <3 im new to edrtwt looking for mutuals

interactive moot hunt for #edtwt #edrtwt ☆ 25, she/her ☆ ed since i was 14 :/ relapsing again ☆ 162 cm, bmi 20 rn ☆ sw this relapse: 145, cw: 119, gw: 98 i dont fb shedtwt or shtwt! and 18+ only pls ☆ i <3 fashion, music, art n travel! i love raving n crafting :D

@Elac4u ofc !

@kuromisks Moot

@zombiijuana ofc 🫶

@kuromisks hii moots?