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im afraid that starvation mode is real..is this my frontal lobe developing ? im scared mom come pick me up

so funny when the girls who romanticize eloping and being “lowkey” and elusive and claim they wanna keep their relationship private post a photo everyday from their wedding that happened a year and a half ago constantly still

I starved for 5 years (then developed BED from antipsychotics) and only lost ~40 lbs then in under a year I lost 53 lbs from just counting carbs, not counting calories, drinking a lot of water and focusing on healthy fat and protein. granted I stared @ a higher weight

me finding out at 24 years old that just cutting carbs and eating high protein + drinking tons of water actually DOES make me lose 3x more weight than starving myself for 4+ years

yes, I was very underweight until 2022 when I was forced onto antipsychotics and developed a thyroid disorder that also took away my period for a year and gained over 100 lbs :’))))

it’s been 7 months since I’ve been on here..ive lost 53 pounds since exactly one year ago. keto baby. no calorie counting. I feel fucking fantastic.

@ch3rryl3mon I’m dumb tho

@ch3rryl3mon I suck at counting but would say 125-150 max

cal estimate?? cheddar, steak, cucumbers and sugar snap peas 😓 pls help🙏

What the FUCK every time I eat pizza I LOSE?? I have a conspiracy abt pizza being a weight loss tool if you eat it correctly like once a week..I had like 4 slices 😭 took me off my plateau 😭😭😭

just finished a 11.5 hit shift

@jaspersnotokay Right but there’s 300 mg caffeine drinks in every gas station and Panera needs to make this not refillable

ugh she’s so real idgaf

@tinymiette I have no shame I’ll talk to myself like I am my own bestie

@liIcoffee Sometimes I think out loud but not really talking to myself, more of a way of remembering the same way taking notes helps remember bc you write it down. But thats it

genuinely, do you talk to yourself? in public too? like full conversations? I do this often

@moonlightsinsz Like I have to reason outloud. I can’t do math in my head either and I hate to talk it out. I’ll go to myself for advice and be like “yooo thts so true” or “could you IMAGINE..”

@liIcoffee you’re so real for that. when i get caught talking to myself i just say “yes im talking with ME”

@luvshelo bruh, if somebody asked me if I copied my husbands ex girlfriend I’d be annoyed too..but who knows if that’s even remotely what happened anyways 💀 what do they want her to do? say “ya !!” ??

After the lies about the eyebrows, the mocking selena body, they are back at it again with fake scenarios lmfao

@moonlightsinsz I have no shame and I must speak to myself . Reason why I miss masks so much

@liIcoffee yes, but not in public. full conversations tho

saw this last week. why are people not understanding that a caffeinated drink has caffeine it makes me sad. like they know coffee has caffeine you don’t see these kinda stories abt their coffee drinks there..

not really related but funny lol I’m not in psychosis or anything and haven’t been for a year, but the racing thoughts still b hittin

well. I am also a schizophrenic so there’s that