lilac 🪲

intro !! ⁺‧₊˚ ཐི⋆♱⋆ཋྀ ˚₊‧⁺ new acc, not new to #edrtwt -18 -she/her -5'4 -135lbs -gym rat I like making art, video games, rotting on youtube, and movies! I plan to be active for accountability, nd wld love active moots! like/comment/rt ♡ #edtwt #edrtwt #fitspo

I need to go the fuck to sleep ofc I decided to weigh myself at 3am

genuinely spiraling rn that shit better be water weight

ohhhh my god im actually fat as fuck 😭 seeing that number jst motivated the fuck out of me bro I might never be hungry again

someone plz tell me my scale was lying i gained weight

@affordlcve sheesh theyre expensive to be doing that but nun wrong w it

is having 3 protein bars a day normal lmk

@kalifornialuvvv @sugry_grl istg walk in having the worst day of ur life, then walk out w hella endorphins and dopamine

@liftinglilac @sugry_grl I can second this it’s so relieving to work out when ur mad😭

id rather die than do a single form of exercise that isnt walking idc

binged on these one time and I damn near shit thru the toilet

same..but as a gym-goer I lowk love mogging tf outta skinny men w my biceps nd triceps. jst sum so satisfying abt humbling men

@n0tforex1stance 17 was actually the worst year of my life. when ur 18 a magic switch flips nd people start treating u like a human

17 is such a weird age to be. i’m not treated like a child but i’m also not treated like an adult…

ok jst realized I havent taken my meds in like 4 full days. ofc ur depressed bitch

hate when I have no real reason to be sad but I jst feel the depression weighing on my chest

bro I go to the gym so much today 2 of the employees at the front were like "hey yk what we see u often enough that if u ever wanna use the amenities for free just ask" OH HELL YES ❤️

im the type to call multiple times when its not urgent at all, just straight annoying as fuck

@n0tforex1stance no genuinely when I worked in fast food I jst took a deep sigh of relief when someone was nice to me nd gave em extra sauce. its for sure a shitty job nd I always feel bad complaining abt anyone in the service industry but holy hell

@liftinglilac I get it’s a shitty not fun job but I NEVER understand being rude to customers especially if they are nice?! Like wouldn’t u rather them be nice and not cuss u out😭😭

went thru McDonald's for a large diet coke jst now and the evil ass woman at the drive thru was hella rude when I asked if she minded throwing away my energy drink can. but tbh if I was a rough looking 45yrs old working night shift at McDonald's id prolly be rude asl too

literally who gaf ur not young nd hot forever

@almpib like have u ever had birria tacos

“nothing tastes as good as skinny feels” WRONG ❌❌❌ cookie dough ✅🤤

@vodkarexia its rly hard at first but I decided to jst accept the looks I get. I didnt wanna live the rest of my life hiding, my scars are part of me and my story. its really freeing to not gaf anymore

what are u supposed to wear in the summer when you have scars on ur arms AND ur thigh without overheating and dying…

no fr some ppl need to up their intakes