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the domesticity of silent phone time while touching toes

“You’re not allowed to die, Ilya. Not before I do.” “Do you have to win everything?” “I have to not lose you.” His voice cracked on the last word. “Shane,” Ilya said soothingly, “it is okay. I am okay. Is over.”

he wiggled his toes 😖😖😖

“i’m regular gay”

@bbyboysimon You can also see partway through where Ilya's eyes go unfocused and his face goes from concentrating to more neutral/blank and then he starts fidgeting cos he's lost the thread of the question.

this scene didn’t make it clear enough that it was a language issue for ilya? at no fault of the actors, imo the scene itself needed to be a bit different for tv. cuz people without book context thought this was ilya being anxious, shane stepping in, and that’s it.

ilya being concerned that nearly all of shane’s sexual experiences have been with him and scared that shane will grow resentful of not having had the opportunity to explore meanwhile shane hollander is the kind of guy that, once he decides he likes something, that’s it for him—

ik what y'all are thinking. leave his goodreads acc alone.

6 months ago Hudson Williams bewitched our souls and the rest is history 🫧

yes shane is a jock but he’s also very meticulous and particular why is everyone just going in the extreme of one direction or the other like no hes not messy thats the guy that folds up his clothes before sex and tidied up his bed before leaving for the hotel gym downstairs

ilya rozanov i am so fond of you

@blackmagnet0 Against a smoker at that.

Rachel saying shane dont got an ed when chapter 1 of tlg opens with shane being unable to run and keep up with ilya on a run and ilya saying he doesn't eat enough and thats why he can't keep up like this is peak ed behavior

Beethoven was fucking deaf but yeah sure you need a robot to be creative for you

imo i don't think shane fights but i like the idea of him having been in one fight his first season where he put belt to ass and ppl just don't try again after that bc shane's strategically violent.

you can't act like shane is some dirty 3in1 soap jock when his first words after he lost his boy butt virginity were, "now the bed's all dirty."

the presence of yuna hollander single handedly making ilya lose all his swag and making him revert back to a confused lost kid…….

@fookintentacle @celestevoid Next game they get cross checked so hard they call for the stretcher.

@celestevoid Ilya's ass is going to get too involved in the rp and get really mad at the fictional person who hurt Shane 😂

shane: okay so we're enemies but i get injured really bad and have no where else to go, so i- ilya: who did this to you?? shane: oh yeah perfect you get it

first name compilation i’m sick to my stomach

it’s literally my favorite scene in the whole series. look at them goofing around and smiling at each other knowing they finally get to spend some real time together 🥹