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new edtwt intro  /ᐠ ˵> ⩊ <˵マ ⊹ bea ⊹ 22 ⊹ into vocaloid (obviously lol), anime, gacha games, crocheting, etc. ⊹ dni: usual criteria, under 18 (current moots ok!), posts uncensored pics of sh consider mooting me? ฅ^>⩊<^ ฅ

“ma’am we’re so sorry to tell you but being pure of heart doesn’t cancel out calories”

@meowlimic no matter what you do, someone is gonna take issue with it 😭 dni with minors and you're "excluding" them, but interact and you're a potential predator

people are so annoying about age online dawg i have people saying im a bad person for saying under 17 dni because im excluding people for something they cant control then others saying im a bad person for it because im 21 and shouldnt be interacting with anyone younger than 20???

stb fiance hugged me, flinched, then asked me to go back to therapy

@omadingsushi @i_can_fix_you69 omg we need a gc or something <3

@i_can_fix_you69 @lovinglyunlovin We’d be too powerful and the universe knew that if we all lived in the same city

Would you let me bum a fag?

@sickofyoass what was the point of writing this? surely it can't be to take accountability, right? because you can't seriously expect anyone to believe you were actually trying with this response

at my old gym, there was this guy who would play salsa music full volume with headphones on and he'd sing out loud and dance in the corner of the room so unbothered. that made me realize nobody gaf what you look like at the gym

@terrorful79301 in fact, you can even pursue scholarships outside of your university. it's all about the effort you personally are able to put in - i knew students who scholarship hunted and found scholarships that nobody else applied to so they were automatically granted them

@terrorful79301 hi! i was on academic leave for my mental health during hs and i was accepted into a college and offered a scholarship with my acceptance letter. scholarships are not just based on academics but other aspects, though academics help!

@zerozerocals yes 1000%!! it's also my motivation to stick with therapy nothing gives me greater joy than knowing i'm thriving when my opps are wishing me everything BUT that lmao

i am so serious when i say the cure to wanting to off yourself is to decide to survive out of pure spite. i cannot emphasize enough how often this has saved me

@fawnteas ooo i love putting them in my airfryer!!

baked sweet potatoes i'm never microwaving them again because they taste like caramel and maple syrup

Hot take but you should, for harm reduction, and if that doesn't convince your ED do it to prevent binging.

learning how to sew your own clothes when you have an ed is so weird. this is the one time it's socially acceptable to be obsessed over my body measurements

@smallmatchas he's disgusting and him laughing about that actually makes me so sick. you deserve so, so much better than that and i dearly hope you find it 🫂❤️

@lebsiankitten idk if this is just a bea thing but i grew up in the midwest (think the three c's... churches, corn fields, + cows) and a lot of conservatives i knew had a crazy hate boner for skim milk and would make fun of people for drinking it. idk why but they love whole milk a lot

genuinely what does this mean

@ak1r4meru the way my jaw dropped at number 5 because 1-4 flashbanged me simultaneously my sophomore year

top 5 teen girl experiences 1. either the Lowkey ed or Highkey ed 2. getting brutally mogged by a basic white girl 3. some random group of popular guys decide they love you or hate you. one by one. 4. your parents going through everything 5. Sophomore year

and ofc there's the ability to admit yourself but i imagine the screening process is still standard regardless of how you're being admitted...?

genuine question - isn't there a standardized intake process when admitting a potential patient that involves an assessment of their needs and current condition? like safe to say most people going to the ward are likely determined to need or benefit from being there, right?

@ricesoju i want a double double rn so bad

can someone say the thing?

@sekitsuii so glad everyone is so quick to say that you're not fake!! you're incredibly valid regardless of your intake, and anyone who would imply or think otherwise doesn't have an opinion worth hearing anyway

guys if i increased my cals to around 1200-1400 would i be fake ana im starting to get scared about nutrient deficiency and i dont want to lose all my hair or develop organ failure

@lexapro_mg @mooncatvivi they did and the worst (best?) past is??? they were right??? 😭😭😭

being excluded has always been the Worst trigger for me it makes me feel like the most unwanted disgusting pitiful creature ever and i revert back to being that little kid sitting alone at lunch while everyone laughs and makes plans without me