lunatic ☭🏳️‍⚧️

@Gospod_Boh i got 50 in 3 days. talking about my life and being kicked out and stuff yeah seems to be a thing

@lunamoder i used twitter like a diary and got thousands of followers

feels kinda odd using twitter like a diary or status update :p

ive been told to open up a bitcoin account to be able to receive help. idk anything about btc. im sure all the fearmongering is nothing though. itll be fine. ill look into it. ill also look into buy me a coffee site.

wifi is too far from the pc so no internet. so its useless. everytime something is about to go right, it doesn't. fucking hell. i'll have to actually pay for my own internet like an adult o.o going to the bank tomorrow to get my credit card renewed also cos this one expires soon.

@BodyWoOrgans @AnarchSoul maybe things r a bit better in the west. i have no such hopes from this geography tho. there will NEVER be a revolt in this place.

@lunamoder @AnarchSoul omg bruh. "ppl are slaves and want to stay as such" lmk who didn't spend a day out in the real world again?

Ben artık klasik anarşizmi bıraktım, klasik sol argümanları çöpe attım. Ben post-sol anarşistim ve bundan böyle 1990'dan önce vefat etmiş yazarların devrim, siyaset, sınıf teorilerini bir kenara bırakıyorum. Hiçbir teori mutlak değildir. Her yüzyılda dünya değişir; bu nedenle yeni teori üretmek ve yeni pratikler geliştirmek lazım.

its only socialization. girls get over"corrected" and harshly judged so they learn to mask early to fit in. boys dont get judged but outcast and neglected instead and left on their own to start self hating wondering whats wrong with them for years in isolation cos nobody cares

PLEASE do ur research and stay safe cos doctors dont know shit about trans healthcare and they dont give a fuck about ur well being. they love putting u on menopause and melt your bones and give you brain tumors. having a medical degree doesnt exempt one from being a transphobe

@lunalesbian7 discord and twitter. just gotta get lucky with them being in the same city as you

chat how are u meant to make new friends when u didn’t go to uni and everyone else u know has moved away to different places?

sometimes i feel like child among adults like out of place it’s really strange to explain without it sounding weird as hell

@FrenchieInExile @lastmanmoder i dont like either of em and i look nothing like either of em so ill just look like me but prettier awawa

Hrt won't make you look like your mom, it's gonna make you look like a gay version of you dad

i will love you from afar cos im too scared youll run if i show too much affection. cos u might think im drowning you or being clingy. i will respect your boundries but ill continue loving you with all my heart. im beyond lucky to have you in my life. i will get prettier for you.

sw might be all im good for. its a constant fear and i dread it cos im super shy and autistic unlike girls who are super flirty, confident, hypersexual. im not even androphilic. so itd be like getting raped for me. but that seems to be what im being systematically pushed towards.

@TaniaDtribeiro youre geniunely one of the the most beautiful women ive ever seen.

Good night ☺️

@cinsiyetne hollandada başı boş ortalama bi cishet adamın kapalı fikrini sen görünürlükle naziklikle değiştirebilirsin az çok. işe yaramasa da o en kötü seni kaleye almaz veya sözlü hakaret eder. burda hayatta kalma modundasın. hele trans kadın isen. dövülme ve öldürülme riskin var. fark bu

gercek hayatta queerler yeterince gorunur olmadigi icin homofobikler kolaylikla nefret soyleminde bulunuyolar ama mesela benim ailem homofobik olmasina ragmen yillar onceki iki trans kadin komsumuza karsi baya kibardi ve birlikte oturup kalkardik (olmasi gerektigi gibi) yani +

can i get shinigami eyes on phone

because people are generally selfish creatures & dont think abt the person's suffering , just how it affects them/those around them . they see suicide as selfish and the cowards way out because it hurts ppl who love them , instead of seeing the immense suffering they're in that-

how can anyone save money on slave wages tho seriously

today im finally setting up my pc where most of my info is so i can continue with the job stuff, hospital appointments and maybe set up some kinda crowdfunding thing if i can. i should also back everything up to my phone which i will be using a lot more now

you know they broke you in pretty good when you dont fear death. still, i wanna taste the fruits of life before i go. i am happy to be no longer suicidal thanks to hrt and my friends. but i envy people who have such good lives that they fear death. maybe ill be like that too soon