Btw I do not interpret the song solely in a dessriel vision... I really think it can express really well how she feels about Carol/Noelle/Kris/Hometown/The player too (again, this is all just my headcanonslop) I will get back to writing it in a bit.
Was going to write a bit of an explanation of why I relate this one specific song to Dess (99% HEADCANON BASED) but I wrote so much and realized I haven't even left the first verse of the song yet, I didn't even knew I had this much to say. I'll prob post the full thing soon