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i am a mother, i am a Woman, i am a male fantasy, i am God's daughter, His lamb, i am married, i am a sinner, i Am.

@desertfigmama 🥺🤍

Me anxious and so scared to give birth My husband :

@TJforgotten WHAT CONGRATS!!!!

@meatypepper I popped last week, he came a little early 😂

i have felt like a total failmom bc ive been so tired and so out of it that we (son and i) have done basically nothing with our days at home he plays independently really well and its been a lot of me laying down and him bringing me his books and me reading them to him and then us watching twin peaks together and occasionally playing with blocks or doing chores together but i need to go on walks, i need to be anything but sedentary im trying to up my iron intake and get outside. i must go on a hike soon and continue my daily walks through the neighborhood not just for my son's sake but also mine and my unborn son who i am desperately praying gets into a favorable position for his birthday

@TJforgotten but youre also like abt to pop right? i feel like you have more validity than me lolol in all seriousness our kids will at least be literate even if we cant move very far

@meatypepper It got too snowy here and to go on walks and then the last month I was too tired and just had my son bring me his books to read to him as well

@carrotflower9 i wish they could transfer some of their kid energy to us for a lil bit

@meatypepper i feel this, i'm prego with 2nd and dealing with fatigue. feels like my daughter is always telling me to get up haha

@misslivejournal thats actually something i was looking into. still figuring it all out.

@meatypepper How bad is your iron? Make them give you infusions if it’s bad.

thank you 🥺🤍 luckily the walk to the local church and back is just about a mile so ive been doing at least one of those a day up until a couple days ago when we had that cold front. and theres a park nearby thats a bit farther of a walk but totally worth it that i need to start taking him to now that the weather is nice.

@meatypepper you're not a failure! it is totally understandable. I dont have another kid and my first trimester had me sleeping 15 hours a day - just working my part time job and sleeping. maybe try a block or down the street just to start? hope the iron evens out the fatigue is brutal

@kennykellner19 i'll be praying she is successful, ive seen a good amount of moms recently have vbacs lately. walking is super super helpful.

@meatypepper Yea me and my sister been walking hoping to get baby into position too. She is hoping to do a vbac

@holyhomemaking talk to or respond is next level

@meatypepper my brother used to do this. sit up and stare at you and sometimes even talk to you or respond but he was dead asleep

went in my son's room to fix the camera. he's face down, snoring hard so i take the camera and leave. come back, am plugging it back in when suddenly the snoring stops. i look over and hes lifted just his head and is staring at me. i stare at him. he stares at me. i stare at him. i quietly back out of the room and leave. watch him on the monitor and hes still staring at where i was standing. eventually he just rolls over and goes back to sleep. this has never happened before. i was expecting a full blown meltdown bc i was there and then left. but no, nothing. im in shock.

not now bro i’m accepting things i cannot change

i am 7.5 months pregnant i am up at midnight after passing out at 6:30pm i am making cheesy tuna pasta and i am yapping

update it was in my son's toy chest in the living room

on a desperate search for that can of tuna i saw 3 days ago on the kitchen floor

today i learned there's a broom emoji 🧹

i HATE when The Enemy starts creeping into my head with unnecessary fears and i have to beat him back with prayer like i'm beating away a petty thief with a broom 🧹

don't you dare put ai tomatoes on ai sourdough on my feed ever again

@_BeeHolder_ this was my first thought too!!

Their kid hits other kids.

sourdough is actually easy when you just stop being neurotic abt it and go based on vibes

i had to throw out my sourdough starter bc it got pink mold (first time that's ever happened but i know why it happened so i can prevent it) but luckily i had a ton of discard in the fridge so i just fed 20g of discard in a new jar and 2 days later shes back to normal