fka dr. bitchcraft

I go insane every 3 days

being a regular at a local spot is one of the best feelings in the world

haven’t slept due to insane levels of anxiety and evil cramps. je suis vivant on repeat in boyfriend bed and his cat laying w me. emotional support weighted dino and water bottle save me.

need a big ass cup of juice and probably 20-40 chicken nuggets and maybe fry but really whatever gets me through til i arrive home to my brand new blender so i can make a smootie 🤤 likely cig celsius and adderall til then

feeling like the bleeding heart dove lately

@raepotus mark fisher spoke of this

Gen Z being the first generation not obsessed with the futurism aesthetic like everything is nostalgia based wdgaf about the future

idk why i keep scrolling. the answers i seek are within.

absolutely fully horribly addicted to making things up in my head and then searching the depths of my mind to find evidence that i’m in right and it’s real (i have OCD and im listening to Know Who You Are At Every Age by the Cocteau Twins)

love sending myself into a panic attack at 4am then smoking on the balcony in a thunderstorm to try and chill the fuck out

they should make a coming of age film about a mid 20 something tormented by spiritual and sexual psychosis

there’s no such thing as too many stimulants

@applefritter457 yes and especially because i love yoi too

@melvlihml Life can be so beautiful and especially because i love yoi

waking up at 2:30pm taking my adderall and falling back asleep til 4:45 waking up again absolutely dialed chugging a celsius otw to boyfriends for espresso martini before pool where i played crazy style and bought a jersey at the bar then to other bar taco bell and in bed

Running a 1 person ingredient household is like being tortured to death every single day

executive dysfunction is so crazy the book is right fucking there just read it. it's on your nightstand, asshole. why are you just laying there. do something. ANYTHING.

@mord1ca3 fighting for my life in the bathroom for 40+ minutes

@melvlihml Becoming a dragon

the things that are happening in my body are unnatural and inhuman

@omgsidewalks pleaseeeeeeeee

If I offered you $2k every week and all you had to do was read a book for at least 8 hours a day, would you take it?

@omgsidewalks please