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Mcim one minute into logging in here already my mind is dizzy 😵

At some point, you have to help yourself, save yourself, change yourself, forgive yourself, and love yourself.

a girl on tiktok said "healing is so hard because it is a constant battle between your inner child who is scared and just wants safety.... your inner teenager who is angry and just wants justice.... and your current self-who is tired and just wants peace." and it hits me hard.

This Lady on Tiktok cleaning her house said something that really stuck with me: “Take care of what God has already placed in your hands, so He knows you’re ready for what’s next. If you don’t steward what you have now, you can’t expect more.” And that hit. Wherever you are in life right now the small apartment, the job you’re still growing in, the season you didn’t plan for honor it. Be responsible with it. Be grateful for it. Growth starts with stewardship. 🫶🏾

Lord Jesus Know I Have Tried.

I think I need to be selfish about my own heart, I need to learn limits and learn how to protect it even more.

When something makes me cry is how I measure the hurt or pain. Because I let a whole lot slide without getting there.

My therapist and I were talking about burnout, and she said something that really stuck with me. She explained that burnout isn’t just being tired. It’s being emotionally exhausted. It’s when your body keeps going but your mind and spirit are tapped out. You’re still showing up, still handling responsibilities, still being “strong”… but inside, you’re running on fumes. I told her how I feel drained even after resting. How small tasks feel heavy. How I don’t feel lazy—I feel worn down. And she said, “That’s what happens when you’ve been in survival mode for too long. Your nervous system never gets a break.” That hit hard.

Inhliziyo yami enhle ende, iyafana nenzondo yami. I’m such an extremist there’s no in between.

These telecommunications thugs are getting really creative... As if I would ever take the call.

Aibandla into esizifakela yona kodwa iPressure, all in the name of breaking generational curses... Yuuuuuuuuuh

I just want my whole nervous system to finally rest in 2026. I want my heart to stop racing every day, I want to get out of that constant fight or flight mode, and I just want real peace. I’m begging for a year where my spirit can breathe, my mind can slow down, and my life finally feels gentle again. 2026, please be the year that brings calm, softness, and stability back into my life.

Bayanqena yini ukuvala izibhedlela nathi sithi ukuthola ikhefu nje kancane😭 Sabantu Phela Nathi... #YMCHBgang 🩺

All this time ngithi imina losanganayo..

Mapaputsi looks like BU so much.

Mapaputsi yazi had hits... *side note*

Ngangeke ngilunge mina ka Parenthood 😭 my level of chill will piss 😂 the kids teachers so much...

Lento ekumele engabe ngyayenza angiyenzi, ngobani? Ngizitshela ukuthi ngiyiStaringi😔

Mina bandla owathakatha mina with Procrastination died long time ago and manje the spell can't be reversed. One thing for sure I will always self sabotage ngingedwa🤣

Beyond being hurt I'm lost. Emotionally lost, my feelings are displaced. Most of the things I thought I can stand suddenly have my knees weak. I'm unprepared to deal with the emotions of losing people so dear to me every other day. Make it stop God.