Jayy
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A wholesome moment for Memo Ochoa 🧤
What a night in Mexico City.
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Rest in Peace Booker. ❤️ I love you forever & I miss you so much already. My days feel empty without you. I’m so broken knowing I’ll never be able to see you, kiss you, pet you, talk to you again. I feel sad walking around my house & not hearing your little paws following me around. I get upset when I get in my car, & I look over to the passenger side & you’re not sitting there staring at me with your cute puppy dog eyes. This whole thing feels like a nightmare that I’m unable to wake up from. You were not just a dog to me, you were my best friend, my little sweet baby, my son. We did everything together. From the moment I brought you home, I promised myself that I would be the best dog dad ever, & I hope I was able to keep that promise. You were attached to me, as I was attached to you. Nobody knows a Brandon without Booker at his side. Everywhere I’ve gone since you passed, people look at me & ask “where’s your baby?!” and I don’t even know how to answer. Every single problem I ever had, you helped me get thru it. Whether that was listening to me vent when I had nobody else to talk to, or comforting me when I had nobody by my side, or your tail wagging when I walked through the door to show me how happy & excited you were just to see my face. In my 20’s, I had some rough confusing years where I felt like I was losing myself, & having you by my side got me through all those tough moments. You made me feel like I was never alone. For 8 years, I didn’t know a life without you. For 8 years, you made me smile & laugh just being in your presence. I enjoyed having the responsibility of being your dog dad. Every morning, waking up to take you potty, then feeding you your breakfast, then taking you on your walk, then your daily car ride all the way to tucking you in bed at night to go to sleep. I grew used to that routine, & I feel empty no longer having that responsibility of caring for my baby anymore. I wasn’t expecting to lose you this soon, I wanted you to be there at my wedding when I got married. I wanted you to meet my kids when that day came. I wanted you to be by my side to see any major achievements. And now you’re just gone. You’re no longer here with me. You were never supposed to go this early, you still had so much life to live. You were such a baby. From the moment you were diagnosed with cancer, I devoted every second of my life to try to help you beat the awful disease. I devoted every penny I made to pay for treatments & medicine & hospital visits to try to help you beat the awful disease. I devoted hours and hours of research just to see if there was ANYTHING more I can do to help you beat the awful disease. From the moment you were diagnosed with cancer, I barely posted on YouTube, stopped hanging out with my friends, stopped playing basketball, I put my whole life on hold just to try to help you beat this evil disease. All the chemotherapy treatments, the procedures at the animal hospital, the emergency vet visits, the pills, the medicine, the injections. Everything. I did everything I possibly could to try to get rid of the evil cancer. And a part of me feels very hurt & broken that no matter what I did, the cancer still took my little baby away. Cancer sucks. Your sweet innocent soul didn’t deserve the pain & suffering this cancer put your body through. I can’t imagine how confused you were in your final moments when the cancer got so aggressive & spread so fast around your body that we had no choice but to let you go to sleep, forever. I tried to be the best dog dad I could ever be to you. I still can’t believe I am never gonna be able to see you again. This doesn’t feel real. It feels like a bad dream that I can’t wake up from. I lost my best friend. I lost my son. I tried my best to keep you here with me, I didn’t want you to go, I tried really hard. I love you forever & I’m gonna miss you so much my baby Booker. Thank you for all the wonderful beautiful memories, because that’s all I have left. RIP Booker
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