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pinned tweet im wheel i have "thoughts" that don't make "sense" bark bark bark woof if you know me leave me be talk to me about characteristics of voices and bodies and brain patterns

i think i might have this fixation because clear plastic packaging is very specifically disposable trash. and maybe also because clear materials share some aesthetic similarities with precious things too, e.g. glass, crystals, acrylic vitrines for display. semiprecious garbage

everything is trauma and everything is recovery.

she let me hit because she saw me across the room at the house party standing like a male Au Ra and knew i was an ex ballet dancer and therefore had a victim soul

@polygon_heart theyre so good is the thing

got so horny i started looking for porn on wikimedia commons

DAVE SPECTOR! underrated fella imo (i dont really see anyone talk about him) #yumenikki

im trying to get on testosterone through the proper channels for the first time, asked to be referred to my local lgbt health clinic but apparently theyre out of network so i ended up getting referred to an endocrinologist who has zero listed experience with HRT, am i cooked

@idontsmoke888 as a tboy we name ourselves shit we don't have the vibes for all the time nobody's stopping you from calling yourself odysseus when we we have pasty dudes who wear space patterned button ups named shit like Vladimir

boys in STEM - snuff, traumatophilia, eroticism, and manipulation

@elf_counsel i'm so sorry

CW// ANIMAL DEATH Wtf this dog's owner didn't wanna pay his medical bills when he started having trouble breathing so my manager got the company to pay for it and then the vet had to put him down and the owner didn't even wanna pick up his collar or anything :(

@WanderingWynter it's not surprising, her reaction (to something completely unrelated!) being to berate you about your body is completely unreasonable

i use the chair like every day for a year and its a really cheap ikea chair anyways, is it that surprising it would break in that way? idk

the screws connecting the back of my chair snapped.. gah... should be easy enough to fix, but I told my mom about it and for some reason she got REALLY upset with me about it, refused to talk to me when I asked why she said like "oh you're probably over weight for it" and said

and you can recommend me reading materials but i'm just trying to see what individual people say. no wrong answers either. also rt this if you like, hard to cast a wide net with very few followers

in your opinion, what are/is the MOST important step(s) that would need to happen in order to create a theoretical anarchosocialist utopia? physical actions especially, but ideological ones too. assume this would take place within an existing major colonial power.

@_autophage yeaaah... pseudoleftist? leftish

@mirrorhound yes but it doesnt feel right to call someone who superficially recognizes capitalism as a problem but engages with that idea from a very individualistic selfish perspective as "leftesque". "leftoid" makes much more sense. but i feel like a chud saying leftoid.

kinda annoys me that -oid was a generally useful suffix that signified the subject being described was adjacent to or similar in form the core word without fully embodying it but now if i use it i just sound like a chud.

@NeurologNyx the bark stim is a powerful thing. handle with caution. it's been years and when i get excited about things i still let out a really high pitched yippy bark which is embarrassing. im supposed to be a scary working breed

@RUSTSICK this is way too close to my actual situation lmao

CNC, but it’s just a system flipping a coin because a hypersexual and asexual part are heavily enmeshed and can’t stop co-fronting for the LIFE of them, but they wholeheartedly agree that they both deserve to have their needs and desires met.

@idontsmoke888 ITS PRETTY

additionally ☝️ i should be able to make big pink question marks appear next to my head when anything happens me so it's obvious i'm nonconsenting/hypnotized/overwhelmed/oblivious/drugged/what have you

every long sleeved piece of clothing i own should be able to be converted into a straitjacket at a moment's notice. it'll be good for me

@idontsmoke888 !!!!!!!!! i saw your hair and actually gasped a little and then looked at your face and your expressions and piercings and i kept finding more and more beautiful features