Lepidoptera

🦇31🦇She/Her🦇Unpinning at 200 lbs🦇

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@menamisu Oh look at you!!! Congrats you worked hard 💚

My final grades have been released!!! And I’m so so incredibly proud of myself omg I could cry this year has been a rough yr between family issues, depression, and my ed relapse and I was still able to manage amazing grades this semester!!! Tysm to everyone who believed in me💗💗

show me this section of your spotify ( ´ ▽ ` )ﾉ🤍

@pinkedcal @leehancal I just had an anniversary and I ate a cupcake and didn't count it. My wife's birthday is soon and we will be having milkshakes. Nothing could ever make me regret memory calories

i will forever be one of those people who thinks memory cals / cals with loved ones simply don’t count. this disorder takes so much from us, so yes, i will say certain cals don’t count. we deserve to enjoy memories as best as we can. if that bothers you, block me ♡

@justatwig_ Absolutely 0 chance you look obese. That bd is messing with you dear

why do I actually look obese

@cruelersoft Omg that's scary behavior. There are literally so many diabetics they're possibly fucking with

I stopped ordering iced lattes from the shops as often because I saw confessions online from baristas who would add regular sweetener even if you requested sf sweetener because they thought the ppl who ordered it were being "pretentious" about it 😔

wish I was getting aquas frescas and taking a walk in the park with my croomfs

@yearningforevr The sage green

omggg should i get a jelly firkin????? pink or green???

@skinnybarbie420 Lavender scented

What’s your favorite lotion post shower ?! 🫧 ི༘𑁍࿔̥̊

I'm not aiming for a specific weight or BMI. I just want to see how small I can get without losing my ass

@tinynellys Every morning, unless I can't poop that morning

do u guys weigh everyday or once a week i do it everyday idk if i should stop for my sanity

@Liv_003 Yes. Steep inclines are a lot

Is high incline walking 2hrs straight on the treadmill fr like a lot??? Ppl act like im insane at the gym for doing it???

@cruelsoft That chocolate looks perfectly gooey

a fresh pocket cookie makes a walk more enjoyable

@agailpatty Now I see why BMI 16 is so coveted on edtwt

Ugh mild thinness 😐

@pinkieneii I've seen so many cute gauges lately. My wife wants to get them too

im going to start stretching my ears i think

@pinkieneii It makes me happy seeing Navel piercings make a comeback

Apparently this is what Temu thinks I want

@mangorizaulait It's OK. People contain multitudes. You're not expected to have a disorder be your entire personality

i feel like s fake disordered cause this page hardly has anything to do with an ed anymore and it makes me feel super invalid tbh :/

People who fake illnesses pmo. I know that if someone fakes an illness there's something wrong with them, but I just don't have the time to deal with that shit

@disorderlyjaded Trauma

oomf attendance!! good morning!! qotd: where do you think your eating disorder stems from? perfectionism, control, anxiety, trauma, or something else? personally i think mine stems from perfectionism - i have a severe fear of failure 😣