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reminder to myself to grow out my hair again (surely I’ll have hair like kayn irl)

I feel so at peace lately it’s great. I used to feel like I had to do 100+ things everyday in order to enjoy my day, stress out about not doing enough. now im able to enjoy the little things I can do everyday, and it’s rather peaceful and fulfilling :]

@anjibun peak

AND AS THE SUN WENT DOWN WE ENDED UP ON THE GROUND

@sheepieTTV I’ll be at work but I hope you have a gooood strim fren :]

Snacks acquired, mixers ready... I'll see you all in about an hour!

@sheepieTTV @TwitchSupport classic twitch support zzz

@TwitchSupport There is something bugged with my roles I've submitted 6 tickets and I keep getting an unrelated copy paste response that doesn't address the issue The bug has gotten worse and I need assistance please Roles are being removed in ways that should not be possible Without my tampering, my only mod was removed as moderator and now two of my founders have been removed from the founders list. One of them has always been subscribed, not a single lull in subscription. Not even when I noticed he was no longer a founder, he was still subscribed. Neither have been blocked, banned, removed, etc. I did not remove them, I do not want them removed. I would like for my roles to be accurately reinstated because this is what they paid for with their subscription. Thank you for your time.

where light and memory drift together, the heart finds its way home.

@hanii_bb very fun :]

i wanna play apex again

@sheepieTTV the bears fear me, don’t worry BLEHHHHH

@muidesuu Yeah but then that means that you have to worry about bears!

woke up at 1am, went out for a walk, came back home at 3am, mind is very clear and im ready to tackle my morning shift at worky work am i lowkey a weirdo going on walks/working out hella early in the morning? Idk why but I find it much more enjoyable

@sheepieTTV perks of living in the middle of nowhere basically. I’ve been doing this for years and I have never spotted anyone walking :]

@muidesuu If I felt safe enough to do late night walks I would! They seem very peaceful in theory

empty, present, and clear

i’ve changed so much it’s starting to weird me out. I gotta go to sleep and stop thinking about it. noticing you’ve broken out of the same cycles that once bind you, controlled your life, is a very weird self awakening. I’m proud but also worried and a bit scared.. heh :]

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@sheepieTTV soooooooooooooooooooooooo when we playin again C:<

@sheepieTTV lowkey was bummed out from the start, i felt like i forced everyone to play rather than actually wanting to... I didnt know gio wanted to grind apex and we just showed up + it was hard to properly play because of my voice. I just wanted to play with my friends :C

Good mornin' everyone I just can't seem to really sleep very well lately. Anyone have any tricks to help me?

@sheepieTTV OHHH OHH OHH ORRRRRR GAMBLE GAMBLE WITH FRIENDS FOR 6-7 HOURS :D

@sheepieTTV drugs

its like im perfectly okay with being alone, its kind of scary, compared to previous years. very odd

ive realized once i started to grow up, its a burden of knowing too much. I used to be so sweet and innocent, chasing my dreams, making friends and now all that feels increasingly difficult. Its as if part of me is okay not doing anything. Idk how to break out of this cycle hmmm

@anjibun WOOOOHOOOO YAAAAAAAY YIPPPIEE BIG SMIKEW BIG SMILESSSS C:

happier than ever