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every pound ive gained is another saddening thought, id much rather not have the strength to think at all
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maya 🕸 4 months b/p free!
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maya 🕸 4 months b/p free!
@nekrode4th
☥ Eternally Sad #shedtwt
'09 | cbmi 19.2 lbmi 15.2 Katılım Haziran 2023
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@nanalvsshachi intermittent fasting, i would break my fast with either loads of fruit or something carb-filled like potatos
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starting to believe the theory that half of edtwt are larpers on a diet bc why are ppl being so nasty to someone suffering w body dysmorphia, one of the most common ana symptoms?? do yall think the ed disappears when u get to a low weight? how can u have an ed ¬ realise this?
wonyette 🍦🍮@uniwonylove
chestfat check // my chest "bones" are nonexistent even at 28kg 🤣🙏
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@chloboe27 girl in pieces is her most well-known book, although it deals with self harm and drug abuse rather than eds. glass girl is another good one, even though it isnt about eds it talks about the feeling of “being in control”
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in relation to this, i believe this misconception that eds are something controllable is the consequence of tiktok discovering movies like thirteen, to the bone, girl, interrupted ect ect. where mental health is presented in a palatable manner, something that can be romanticised
maya 🕸 4 months b/p free!@nekrode4th
finally some common sense
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@strawbeangel well if i avoid it ill faint, its a matter of whether i eat to feel better while still remaining in my deficit or not. if i cant stay in a deficit id much rather faint
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@nekrode4th But then what happens if you are the skinny ed and youre really hungry,,, do you just tank that?
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@toomanymirras well, considering i am anorexic i dont think youre right, at all.
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@nekrode4th They love it. Trust me. Any form of attention, especially if it makes suckers like you feel sorry for them? 10/10 for the anorexics lol. Otherwise they're just starving for nothing. SO they need both of us in order to feel like it even matters
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metaphorically, your brain is a muscle. you train it to do things. literally, your brain learns through reinforcement, if one is constantly resorting to self harm as a coping mechanism, the brain strengthens that association, making the behaviour feel like an automatic response
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on short-term relief. it becomes a cycle, because you haven't actually resolved the problem, so you inevitably become emotionally overwhelmed by the issue and have to resort to self harm AGAIN. the effect this has on your brain is long lasting
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self harm or self mutilation is viewed as bad because of its function and consequence, not because its seen as immoral. it makes people not be able to develop genuine coping skills that address the emotions that they are feeling and results in making the person dependant
Sai@sainemi14
why is self harm bad? i know like cutting deep is bad cuz permanent damage but what else makes it bad aside from that
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its deadass making me more reluctant to ask for help and im not shocked if other people feel the same
𝓈𝓉𝒶𝓇✰@stariiyed
the way people are talking about ariana is making me realise how many people don't see eds as mental illnesses
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@strawbeangel personally, the more it goes on, the more extreme my appetite is. i either don't feel hungry at all or i experience insane debilitating hunger that doesn't go away no matter what i eat.
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@nekrode4th Does having ed affect your appetite? Cause i know ed can go both ways, like overeating and like starving yourself
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@toomanymirras maybe you shouldnt be a part of this conversation?
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@nekrode4th I don't think people really care if it's a choice or not. I don't. I don't have time or empathy to spare on it. It's kind of.... extremely stupid lol
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is anyone on here doing their gcses? fasting during exam season is killing me
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in my eyes any sort of behaviour i used to do to try to compensate for b1nging is pvrging even if thats not the correct discription
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almost 5 months! although i feel it doesnt count since ive been vom purging free for about a year, this is going from the last time i exercise purged
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@nekrode4th the thing is this ed discourse *mainly* thrives online. nobody of any intellectual capacity or importance will actually have the balls mock someone with an ed to their actual face. eds are easy to pick on because it’s like. “just eat” or whatever
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