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@andrsdwang @sinanisler @Yuchenj_UW openai.com/index/model-di…

@newmattock @sinanisler @Yuchenj_UW Which one?

This one won't age well.

@andrsdwang @sinanisler @Yuchenj_UW gpt 5.6

@sinanisler @Yuchenj_UW mfw my autocomplete solves a decades long unsolved mathematical problem

@_BloodPlay_ yeah i’ll go and see my psychiatrist again… i think i have adhd so maybe i can get vyvanse or something.

@newmattock i'm sorry to hear that you're going through this, and i'm sorry your family don't believe in mental health. i hope things get better for you soon, maybe reach out to the doctors again and tell them the medication isn't working the best?

@grossnperverted me 2

i should've killed myself last september

@_BloodPlay_ i take lexapro 20mg so i’ve been diagnosed with depression but life just really sux :/ my family doesn’t believe in mental health and my ma went through the same stuff as me. she was suicidal all throughout my childhood… idk i don’t wanna go to a mental institution tho

@newmattock ik im just a stranger but you can always vent to me if u need to. try reaching out to a close friend or family, maybe go to the doctors office and see if they could help

@_BloodPlay_ yeah idk i just feel super suicidal and idk what to do

@newmattock this might be frustrating to hear but for ur safety i won't tell you how to start, it's quite a horrible addition to have

@Anisazlami @amiiology i hate you

@amiiology That’s why you must get back together ngl best thing I’ve done in a while

yall have to stop being in love w ur ex

@amiiology how

@Captans_Wife @_BloodPlay_ i scratch my shoulders until they bleed so should i just use like a shaving razor or what

@newmattock @_BloodPlay_ Just do it. Thats what I did. It's now a addiction. And does it hurt? Well for me personally I like the initial sting of yet but it gets sore later on!!

@_BloodPlay_ how do i start? with just like a shaving razor? i scratch my shoulders rn so i was thinking of cutting there since no one will see it

@newmattock it'll hurt ofc, i don't recommend it as it's an addiction but there's multiple ways to start.

the waking world and the dream are one in the same… when you die you wake up

@fuckyouiquit you’re a fucking retard

Sure Jan

@rand_longevity how do i stop being suicidal

what is the first question you will ask the AGI?

man i fucking hate my life

@gzx01b yay thank u <3

@newmattock Depends how deep. But generally speaking, for me its about 4-5/10

@puppip4wzzAlt @_BloodPlay_ like what out of 10

@newmattock @_BloodPlay_ obviously its gonna hurt😭 youre cutting yourself

oh god can this useless meaningless life just end already

救いようのない人間だ！！