maryam 🐟

@B00BSPO i wanna be Those type of friends that do this but on five different platforms us on pinterest going no Ur best anorexic

@ningbaao im crying at you saying this like we dont update each other every second like when i tweeted this i was having a hour long conversation with you 😭

talking to my gf when im super deep into my ed is so awkward bc we tell each other everything about each others day and i cant just go omg i got an A+ in my eating disorder today

ok i’m over using a fake name using my real one now bc whooo caress

@B00BSPO feel like ur 7 foot tall scale is rooting for u too

@ningbaao MEEE TOO honestly personally im more annoyed and wanna reach it quickly so i can start eating like 1000 cals or at maintenance and be Healthy like semi recovery so its like GODD JUST COME ALREADY

maintained for 3 weeks and finally broke that cycle w a fast let’s goo

@B00BSPO im so@close to my next gw kicking and screaming pulling out my hair

@ningbaao honestly thats what i’ll probably do bc its much better breaking it on 48 hours and having something lowcal than end up harming myself or smth but omg im So close to my ugw i wish i could get inside a pod and wake up at it bc its so annoying when ur so close

@B00BSPO i’ve never gotten over 63 hours bc my heart starts going crazy stick to 36 and 48 and then low res for a few days it always works that’s my current plan

@ningbaao YEAHH i was kinda just doing whatever these past few days but im gonna fast for 72 hours in total or probably 48 then go out with my friends and start doing low-mid res again 😭

@B00BSPO ME TOO naur i did a 36 hr fast and im going to do low res switch the res u do or have a metabolism day that’s what i do i like to keep my body on its toes

@ningbaao omg im hoping that’ll happen to me too bc ive been maintaining since the last week of jan its so annoying like GO DOWN. 😭

i hate low res so much but i have to do it again to switch things up bc. i cannot stick to one type of res for long

@barevanillababy i will have 5 children just to spite them

but what does someone’s personal pinterest board have to do with you…

i love eating steamed veggies makes me feel calm like a lamb eating grass in a pasture

20 hr fasts my beloved

@burberrygf i feel like they instead found out how to make edible snow

one thing i never expected to come out of my ed is my absolute love for canned tuna and all its varieties

@JAEWO__O i think you’re very friendly u give off a nice vibe

@burberrygf ok but was the peach cobbler worth it /g

@BestBulimics i’ve seen it happen multiple times it’s kinda funny i remember someone tweeted smth like “look at their rolls how do they have so many” like idk man baby science

LMFAOOO NOT THE BABY i do remember that but it was Very clearly a joke

@flaqquiita sugaring but i’m too lazy to make the wax so i settle for shaving

went ia for a couple weeks bc i was on vacation and i ate everything i wanted and didn’t gain a single pound bc i still got my steps in everyday however we are now back to good old fashioned starving