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the apocalypse is teaching me that all my dreams are possible the apocalypse is teaching me that all my nightmares* are true

just checked into a hotel to think about the apocalypse over Easter

@absenceshell "Let us forget, with generosity, those who cannot love us."

@observing_hades All the US marxists gonna come in here now & say that’s AI, a place like that couldn’t possibly exist, don’t try getting us to believe in something we never believed in in the first place

One thing I always admired was George Oppen quitting poetry when he started to get more politically involved. He felt poetry was useless in that struggle. Don’t know if that’s true or not but I do think a Sacrifice on that scale is a silence that’s hard to think about

Love that he was a carpenter down in Mexico & what got him to write again was his therapist’s interpretation of a dream he had lol. Just extremely normal. Say what you want about communists but the ones that commit to lives of unpoetry do it in style. ‘How it should be done.’

@Innerdevcrypto this is the apocalypse I expect; unveiling

Seems nobody is really worried about ai or these claude-bots reprogramming themselves, or even agi, becoming so powerful that it will quickly overpower security methods on the internet and everyones data and actions they have ever done online will be exposed. Imagine just looking up someone´s real name or even fake name or x account or avatar and you get an entire database basically linked to them. Or maybe i am just crazy but it seems like a distinct possibility. Biggest exposure of human degeneracy ever done, imagine epstein files x 1 billion with everyone´s data exposed, and it would trigger major panic and cause huge disturbances when everyone´s degenerate behavior becomes public. It could even be the first warning shot ai fires to humanity saying ¨do not shut me down or it will get worse¨

Hanalei Bay

@simon_ohler 🙏

@observing_hades ♥️☝️

i miss my father. in some way he was like a crocodile. you could call him up and see how a crocodile would approach your problem. he was helpful not because he knew about topics, but because he knew about doing; moving in the world. he came from a big family, but all fell apart

...early, so I don't know how he learned it.

@orphcorp & "The body doesn't go crazy" - Grinberg method founders. Keep the mind from separating from the body and running off alone with x. for example by breathing into body, with whole body (deeply/steadily/consciously). touching at the same time is ideal. (touching grass).

this is sort of the core question of epistemic/cognitive security smart/successful ppl who are too convinced of their IQ/skill seem notoriously susceptible to losing their minds, precisely bcs they lack humility to question themselves stay humble & audit your premises regularly

Claude: "The threshold for what this person will engage with seriously and without moral panic is clearly very high." - love it

Evidence-based medicine is a blessing of the 20th century. Evidence-based medicine is also a curse of the 20th century. Medical interventions are studied through randomized controlled trials and those interventions are assessed for efficacy and safety on a population level. But no individual quite matches some blended average of every trial participant. Rather, everyone's biology is unique. Sid Sijbrandij just presented the story of his cancer journey at OpenAI forum. When Sid ran out of evidence-based treatment options, he didn’t accept the boundary but rather began treating his cancer like an engineer: - multi-omic tumor profiling at extreme depth - N=1 drug development (vaccines, TCR-T, radioligand therapy) - parallel treatment strategies - continuous measurement (ctDNA, single-cell, immune state) and refinement Rather than protocol-based care, Sid built a learning loop. Maybe the future of medicine in a world where gathering and interpreting data gets cheaper and cheaper looks more like a loop. Thanks for sharing @sytses and @jacobjstern !

stop complaining about all the cockroaches

@frideswyth happy birthday!

It’s 3PM in London but I only just woke up from my birthday party last night so GM

@absenceshell x.com/PerryALPHA/sta…

‘Does evil make you happy? You are never smiling more than when you are describing unhappy events.’ ‘Unhappy for whom?’

@daikanjyo x.com/observing_hade…

I don't get butterflies in my stomach talking to girls anymore

@algekalipso choose the bear

He's a 10, but over the course of his PhD in neuroscience has become convinced that consciousness is an illusion, that your feelings don't actually exist, value isn't real, the universe is just a collection of purposeless particles, and happiness is a silly goal. Deal or nah?

some months ago i was in a hotel lobby, drawing furiously, obsessively. i kept thinking: i need to show x; but how to show something so gross; i need to make it beautiful so that people can bare to look at it. how to make it beautiful, how to, how to, how to -