Die young, leave a beautiful corpse. I know that it's selfish but it ain't to hurt you. I needed some peace from the war in my head I've been fighting for 20 years.
"Say it with your chest, boy!" I'm the definition of traumatized, angry mind, no daddy on the other line. Demoralized, always lyin, tellin people I'll be fine.
I actually don't want to climb any corporate ladders. I don't care about job titles. I don't need accolades.
I just want to have income to fund my lifestyle, not be depressed, help other people, and be around good humans.