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7 years ago today, GAME OF THRONES ended with lowest rated series finale ever.

@NicholasLight not everything has to be fucking japan related :DD cringe

This is going to be a long one. Read if you care. Before my trip to Japan, I was so angry. Everything made me angry. I entertained negativity too much that I became the embodiment of everything I hated. Got involved in serious drama and people I should’ve just ignored. Drama I knew nothing about. I learned a lot on my trip and had the time to think about what I want in life, who I want to be, and who I want to be friends with. Do I want to ragebait, let the hate consume me and become a hateful person myself. Or do I do what I’ve always wanted to do, and that’s entertain people and make them laugh. Be an escape for people and occasionally talk shit, like I’m hanging out with the boys. I still want to talk shit but I don’t want to be insincere and talking when I’m uninformed. I’m a grown man. Why am I telling an 18 year old guy from India to end his life because he was going after people close to me. I should just ignore his stupid ass. Why am I getting involved with things, and people, that I honestly don’t give a fuck about? Why am I over here going after animators… ANIMATORS that actually have talent, while I’m making a living WATCHING their work. What the fuck is wrong with me? I got too involved with politics on here and it made me a hateful person. I was becoming more and more bitter because I’ve been attacked by these people since the second I started uploading content many years ago. Even when I wasn’t saying anything controversial and was everyone’s hype man. Instead of telling people to die in their DM’s because they’re provoking me, I just have to ignore them and realize the fortunate position I’m in to have people talking about me on this scale. It’s going to happen regardless. Just block them. At the end of the day, because of the choices I’ve made in life, I’m always gonna have people hating on me. Thats understandable. But I’m in control of my own path and there’s no reason for me to look behind me, only ahead. I want to be a better person. I want to be an escape for people that watch me. I’m forever going to be called a “Fake Reactor”, a Larper, a piece of shit, and whatever else these people call me. Instead of letting it bother me and change me, I’ll just move on from the past and focus on now. Focus on MY audience and MY happiness. I’ve been locked in since I’ve been back and it’s been incredible and so fun. I want to keep it this way. And no, this has nothing to do with monetary gain. I’m doing better than ever in life. Which is a big reason why I need to change. I shouldn’t be hateful and forcing my way into controversies, and peoples drama, that I truly don’t give a fuck about. I know I’m gonna get the whole “Let’s see how long this lasts”.. People will talk about this and all the comments will be against me and not believing me. But no. Im seriously done. It’s time for change. I swear on my family. I will be taking a break from Twitter for the time being. I just want to make content for my audience and take care of my family. I don’t give a fuck about anyone else Whether you accept this post or not, that’s completely up to you. I promise you I’m being sincere. I’m not saying all of this to redeemed. I’m saying this for people that want to hear me out. I’m happy and I want to keep it this way. Love Yall. For those that support me, thank you. I want you to see this change.

@AlpherOwl hes not bloated hes just fat

s1mple still on the bloatmaxxing regimen💪

@jirairuriame goyslop

Treating myself after a 9 n half hour shift

not having a mic in faceit should be a bannable offense

@NicholasLight the glaze needs to stop

Since my first day in Japan, I’ve been stopped almost every day, across every city I’ve been to The kindest people. Always so respectful to my wife and I. I can’t fucking believe this is real life. I love you guys so much. Japan is #1

checks out

@Poloolpp @karriganCSGO

@karriganCSGO Still the goat

I don’t know man, deserved not to go to the major that’s for sure and there is no freaking excuses. Rough months incoming but I never gave up at any point these months, but this is the lowest point of my career. I will fight and I hope I can survive this and come back. 😞

@OrionDominus @NicholasLight dancing on metro = death penalty, ok bum

@NicholasLight This shit would stop instantly if they got executed for doing this shit as a foreigner.

I like using twitter because none of my friends use it

@cairne_cs @NIP the text behind

THIS IS NIP! Won a trophy but it’s too small for my head. Gg to everyone we played. see ya in Copenhagen

@NicholasLight cuz its fucking stupid

@NicholasLight grass in green

@A1MAMl @r4nntheman @FACEIT_Darwin nvm hes 500 elo!

@A1MAMl @r4nntheman @FACEIT_Darwin avg vispel fan yellow level 0.8kd 1100 elo woman who rage buys every round and doesnt know instas on mirage

.@FACEIT_Darwin Why is this person allowed to play on faceit. Every game full raging at teammates?? If I act like this I get ban 1 month.

@A1MAMl @r4nntheman @FACEIT_Darwin bigger elo than u fucking bum lmao

@RealOneManmp4 @NicholasLight shut the fuck up

@NicholasLight japan hates tourists and foreigners. just so you know.

TOKYO // DAY 1 🔥

@511Zzigg @Kerovski stop crying zig ur bot

@Kerovski what abou each game at 1700 to 2k there is a guy with +23 acg in less tgan 50 games and +90 aim rating yet they necer get banned

Tell me guys, what you think about this player?

life is so boring when no pro cs