˖ ⬚ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ 𝐀ᴳᴱᴺᵀ 𝓙𝐀𝐑͟𝑬͟𝑨𝑼 ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ┈

the blood clings to you， i've learned. all those little choices， and all of those lives. you cannot quantify the guilt; and no matter how the years yawn on， you cannot wash it off. it clings to you. it clings.

i've long understood why eve could not resist the apple. it is... enticing, to see something so perfect and ready for consumption. i cannot blame her for choosing to take a bite. if anything, i am envious of the ease with which she did so.

𝙸 𝒻elt my ʜᴇᴀʀᴛ 𝙲𝚁𝙰𝙲𝙺 slowly like a 𝐏𝐎𝐌𝐄𝐆𝐑𝐀𝐍𝐀𝐓𝐄, 𝑠𝑝𝑖𝑙𝑙𝑖𝑛𝑔 its 𝚂𝙴𝙴𝙳𝚂.

i am my mother’s child.

ㅤ ㅤ ᵀʰᵉ ˡᵒᵛᵉˡʸ ᴱˡˡᵉ ʷᵃˢ ᵖʳᵒᵐᵒᵗᵉᵈ ᵗᵒᵒ ˢᵒᵒⁿ. ˢʰᵉ ᵈᵒᵉˢⁿ'ᵗ ʰᵃᵛᵉ ʷⁱᵗʰ ⁱᵗ ᵗᵃᵏᵉˢ ᵗᵒ ᵐᵃᵏᵉ ⁱᵗ ⁱⁿ ᵗʰᵉ ᴮᴬᵁ ᵇᵒʸˢ' ᶜˡᵘᵇ. ʸᵒᵘ'ʳᵉ ⁿᵒ ᵗʰʳᵉᵃᵗ ᵗᵒ ᵐᵉ. ʸᵒᵘ'ʳᵉ ⁿᵒ ᵗʰʳᵉᵃᵗ ᵗᵒ ᵃⁿʸᵒⁿᵉ. ㅤ ㅤ

𝒚ou’ve ‍ ‍ ‍ ‍ ‍met ‍ ‍ ‍ ‍ ‍your ‍ ‍ ‍ ‍ ‍ma͟t͟c͟h, ‍ ‍ ‍ ‍ ‍i've ‍ ‍ ‍ ‍ ‍𝓵ost ‍ ‍ ‍ ‍ ‍my ‍ ‍ ‍ ‍ ‍vo͟i͟ce

within her, there is a toxic, despicable need to prove she is better than any adversity. that she is worthy of every crowning glory.

ㅤ ⠀⠀ ⠀ 𝘈𝘭𝘵𝘩𝘰𝘶𝘨𝘩 𝘵𝘩𝘦 𝘸𝘰𝘳𝘭𝘥 𝘪𝘴 𝘧𝘶𝘭𝘭 𝘰𝘧 𝘴𝘶𝘧𝘧𝘦𝘳𝘪𝘯𝘨, ⠀⠀ ⠀ 𝘪𝘵 𝘪𝘴 𝘧𝘶𝘭𝘭 𝘢𝘭𝘴𝘰 𝘰𝘧 𝘵𝘩𝘦 𝘰𝘷𝘦𝘳𝘤𝘰𝘮𝘪𝘯𝘨 𝘰𝘧 𝘪𝘵. ⠀⠀ ⠀ — 𝘩𝘦𝘭𝘭𝘦𝘳 𝘬𝘦𝘭𝘭𝘦𝘳. ㅤ

⠀⠀ ⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀I⠀⠀⠀⠀am⠀⠀⠀⠀gross⠀⠀⠀⠀and ⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀perverted.⠀⠀I'm⠀⠀obsessed ⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀and⠀⠀deranged. ⠀⠀ ⠀⠀