Justin

Normally I’d be loaded up with coke and on my way to picking up some beer right now. Instead I’ll just uhhhh lay on the couch bored out of my mind because of no energy or motivation

I love having a slow, boring work day and then have the aggravating fuckface customers all come in at the end of my shift

@BBQ_ali Oh it is already I know that lol

@still_worthless maybe it will help

I’m getting emotional far too often lately. The drugs really suppressed that feeling and now it’s like I opened the floodgates

Craving sweets

Falling asleep at work because it’s crazy slow today

I’ve pissed 5 times already this morning. Three of them in the hour I’ve been working. Unreal

@treatsman Not good lol fuck that

@still_worthless They’re made by ammo incorporated but that being said the one time i tried them i had a sliver of jacket or brass go under my glasses into my eye and had to remove it with a qtip the next day lol

I still get a chuckle that i bought these during the pandemic

@TheDeadlight Nicotine isn’t going anywhere just yet lol

@still_worthless What about Nicotine, Valium, Vicodin, Marijuana, Ecstasy and Alchohol?

Word of advice: don’t do cocaine all day for over two weeks straight

I feel like fucking shit this morning lol

@treatsman lol I’m good. Just gonna take some time to adjust I hope

@still_worthless Pop 2 of these you’ll go out of your mind

There’s a noticeable difference in my blood circulation that’s causing me to get lightheaded very easily

I had strange vivid, strange dreams last night and woke up around 4:15 with a bad coughing fit

It’s cold out again when it was 85 yesterday. Tired of this weather lol

Make him realize what’s important and do what’s necessary to achieve it.

Getting emotional right now because I’m seeing a few things that happened over the last five months differently. Moments in life have more purpose than they seem at face value, and sometimes we just need to see them again with a renewed perspective to appreciate them

I was hoping the tingling in my fingers would be resolved in sobriety, but that’s not the case. Has to be a pinched nerve or something

The immediate effects of not being on coke all day are polarizing. First off my dick isn’t all shrunk up anymore; it’s nice and plump even. On the other hand I crave junk food and sugar badly. Both of these came to be literally hours after quitting

Just ate three big cookies because of withdrawals

@ExpertsLie Yeah I’ve had that happen too. Not the case this time because I ate breakfast

@still_worthless Whenever that happens to me it means I'm not eating enough