rosie! 🥯

@grotesquia I ALWAYS THINK THIS like if I ever do get down to like 100 lbs I’ll look so weird 😭 i like that we are the same tho 😙 twinning

@thindrm this is almost exactly how i look too, why are our ribcages so…. out?!?

the reality of losing over 100 lbs

@grotesquia honestly I’ll take what i can at this point 😭

@thindrm a win is a win!!

maintained 154 lbs again but tbh i did eat out 3 times over the weekend 😭 so im happy w that

beautiful carbonara style pasta with mushrooms n spinach 😙 493 cal for half n im so full

@wannabeskeeny u literally have my dream body!! im sorry ur struggling tho but it is good to open up ❤️‍🩹

Feeling good but also confessed to R last night that I’m not eating due to hating myself and work. I feel like I don’t wanna hide it from him because we’re probs going to get married one day. I’ve had such bad headaches and tiredness from restricting and I’m just a bit fed up

@slowglowup they were stunning, i am very proud of myself for being able to perfect boiled eggs 🤞

@thindrm I think I’m lacking protein because why do those boiled eggs look like the best thing ever right now?

questionable snack plate for dinner today

weighing in tomoz send good vibes

@pinkieatepie literally why do all plans involve eating!!

@thindrm weekends r always so hard!! especially when i have to see people >_> and they always wanna go get food…

I fear I have gained from the weekend but we lock back in today 🙂‍↕️ I got an açai bowl and I’m having a little portion of pasta with chicken and broccoli for dinner 😙

when starving myself ACTUALLY makes me have no energy

did a metab day n ate 1.4k cals today, im freaking out slightly but i think my body is needing it to get over this plateau

@hungryhungryhay 27 👵

@thindrm how old are you

-108 lbs loose skin is the death of me fr

gotta love a snack plate

@FaithJosh57 for me it used to be that was craving the feeling of being out of control, because my ed is so controlling normally? i used to binge on food i didn’t even like sometimes 🤷‍♀️

@thindrm This is weird .. I thought the reason we binge is because we know how it taste and our brain signals we should binge because of that?

i stop binging urges by simply telling myself that i already know how it tastes. i know what pizza and chocolate and ice cream and fries taste like. it works miracles. i haven’t binged in 3 years

@niellespo ive developed ed’s at different points in life with different reasons, when i was younger it was about how i looked and now its way more of a control / deserving to eat / response to sadness kind of thing

i know we argue against the general perception of eds by saying it's not just for looks, which is true, but eds that did develop for looks are also very valid as well and if anyone feels fake because they starve to 'look pretty' just know you're valid regardless of the reason

i have been 154 for 10 days now. somebody sedate me

just ordered a mix box of 10 protein bars yippeeee