I always have this feeling like I should be doing so much more in my life. Like I should be at a different level. Even though I’ve lived a really crazy life and achieved a lot of my goals. Maybe this is how everyone feels.
mostly abandoned this hellsite (threehz.nyc on bluesky) but wanted to at least mention that throwing a party tonight at earthly delights in ridgewood. have dj anarres coming up from philly and local fav luwan playing alongside myself. no cover all night!
i also found a tape of myself playing my casio keyboard at 11 years old. it has commentary (me speaking). tripping me out. then i remember every kid alive will have HD video of all this kind of stuff which is wild. i kinda like that the medium shows its age
should be noted that i had a dream during a very depressed week that reminded me i had this in a box of old tapes, mostly forgotten. the inspiration im getting from my 16yo self is huge.
next dance music trend: being underground. like, in the earth’s crust. fully grounded. by being in the ground. deep earth sub bass. crust dweller core. fissure rhythms.
last night i saw someone take a shit in the middle of the sidewalk and just now i witnessed someone get assaulted. the vibes are offfff to say the least
so in things that def feel like they don't matter today, i was working on an artist bio for myself with someone and they objectively did a good job with the info i provided but i can't read it without cringing to the extent that im paralyzed to even give feedback.