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Happy April everyone... Cherry Blossom season is here!! 🌸

@violetvariant @sarabollman this might sound stupid but what is the difference between thinking about something + feeling it? how do you even feel something without thinking about it first? or how do you feel something on command? sorry if that doesn’t make sense 🫶💛

@sarabollman something i recently noticed in my (relatively new, or relaunched) meditation practice is the ability to sit with feelings without anything else associated with them. a feeling, but no thought!? interesting my relationship with feelings is, complicated

Feeling your feelings means FEELING them (literally somatically, in the body) not thinking about them. I was confused about this for at least my first 2-3 years of therapy, lol. I’d go there every week and just talk about my interiority (those are thoughts, not feelings).

How lucky we are to experience boring, ordinary, uneventful days. Somewhere in the world, that kind of safety is unimaginable.

97歳おばあちゃんのネイル。さくら🌸

I spent 3 full days trying to photograph bees around the cherry blossoms. They are fast and aren't easy to catch. This is one of my favourites.

Writing a to-do list as long as my arm, but taking breaks to look at the magnolia tree to stay sane.

teddy bear i bought after work today his name is cottonball and i love him

I saw a raven pull a baby squirrel out of its nest and fly right beside me, it scared me and the raven dropped it onto the ground so I shoo’d it away and fed him my donut instead bc I didn’t want the smoke either but wtf was that

🐸🌿🪻 #animalcrossing #2ds

The kitten regretted running away from home, but now shes afraid to go back and not be welcome anymore.

Returned home after a week in the hospital to find my bed covered in tiny paw prints she never stopped looking for me

I take it when I travel, it gives me a happy feeling 🥹

was struck by how similar owls and apples look

― Sylvia Plath

Chobits ◝✩