toby retweetledi
toby
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toby retweetledi
toby retweetledi

Alright everyone, it's been a while.
I've had a hard time trying to figure out what to do after retirement from VALORANT, I had some thoughts about coaching when I had just retired but I wanted to try something else, so I went to two different schools - one for game dev and one for coding - but I couldn't find the same fulfilment that I had while competing, and after quitting both I've been slipping both mentally and physically.
It's strange looking back at all the success I had in competing, friends I made and the support I got from my family and friends, and now realizing how low I've let myself fall
I don't want to stop gaming as it's always been my passion, after I stopped competing I've had a destructive mindset where I tied my self worth to my past, whatever I tried doing I felt like I was never doing as good of a job compared to when I competed. It's time to turn that around.
So what now? I'm gonna start streaming consistently, giving myself a routine to follow. Lately I've been playing A LOT of Apex Legends so I'm setting a goal to hit the highest rank that I can in the next season which is in a week or two, giving a little bit of time to ready up and take care of myself.
Going live on Twitch to test the stream and chat, come hang out! :)
twitch.tv/bonecoldval
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Koenigsegg Jesko Attack at 25 🫡💥 I don’t want to say I didn’t know this day would come, because I always knew it would with how hard I lock in and put my head down on goals, however with the severe health issues the past 2 years I must say that I appreciate this moment so much more and truly feel proud of myself for never giving up no matter what. This has taught me that going through an unreal level of suffering always makes you appreciate things much more, and sometimes is even a big reality check on life.
With that being said, I’ll be back to streaming on the 22nd December at 7PM CET on my Kick channel giving away $250,000 for Christmas. Trailer is at the end of the post.
I can’t wait to be back now that I’m doing better, I’ll still take it 1 day at a time and pace myself so that I don’t slowly go back down as I am not 100% yet and still on the recovery journey, however you guys have been the biggest part of my life and journey so I feel like I owe it to you to come back and continue the greatness that we always strived to achieve on my stream.
$10M + CASH GIVEN AWAY
NEW ARENA LAUNCH
MASSIVE STORE RESTOCKS
HUGE COCKA GAMBLING WITH SPECIAL GUESTS
ONLY SLOT STREAMER THAT GENUINELY GIVES A FUCK ABOUT HIS COMMUNITY
SEE YOU THERE, LOVE YOU ALL, BIG BLESSINGS FOR THE HOLIDAY SEASON TAKE CARE OF YOURSELVES ❤️❤️🫡

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@Svenerbarr gabs bei mir leider damals nicht als ich geholt habe sonst hätte ich auch in weiß
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The story of 25AL ends here.
Thank you, 2025 Anyone's Legend team.
Thank you, all the fans.
#Worlds2025 #AL

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I've just seen the score from yesterdayyyy 😭😭😭
In TES we trust. #Worlds2025
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GGWP @mt1_esports 👏
Wieder ein starkes 2:0 für uns!! 💪
Ein besonderer Dank geht an @Akrelol, der in beiden Games ruhig geblieben ist und mit sauberer Execution das Tempo vorgab.
Verdienter Matchday-MVP! 💛
#Spongecord 🧽


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