@SissyphusVtuber@MuseMallow ...And here I am, at impasse, a great dilemma - either to call a mental hospital, or a based department.
Neva change, Sis. Or change fucking faster, that was a wild post to discover at my timeline, lmao.
Most VTubers are stuck
and it’s not because of luck, timing, or the algorithm
It’s because they never fix the actual problems
Here’s what’s really holding you back (and how to fix it):
I MANAGED TO FIX MYSELF LET'S GOOOOOO
Hello, internet. Writing this as I have no real friends to share good news with, and all who will read this don't really know me enough to care, so, eh...Shout to the void, in a way. Consider this my mental health blog, part two.
So...My resolution for 2026 was fixing my mental problems, and...I think today I finally fixed one of the main ones.
So...Winter was really fucking bad, I was on my bad behaviour to a lot of people, and thankfully, I'm not THAT broken not to recognise that my behavior, and I started working on it. Talking to yourself about emotions and taking long walks really helps.
I realized that I behave narcissistic. And only because under that I really feel...Inadequte, not worthy...Have very low self-esteem, under my false pride. Dunno exactly what it was in my childhood that gave me that - either gettin' bullied in school, or my mother(after my excellent grades started tanking in middle school), but...Eh, it's narcissistic trauma, in the end.
In the end, I think I was very reliant on the opinion, and actions of others to self-evaluate my worth, and due to that...Well, let's say I was very attention-seeking and childish, when I wasn't getting validation of my ego.
I realized that I have worth on my own, as a being, just BECAUSE, even if I don't achieve something, and independently of other people opinions. There's still some other shit to work through...But that shit is different from that trauma.
So...Never rope yourself, lads. Work on your mental health, be honest to yourself, don't lie to yourself, try to realize the source of your emotions and never lose the sight of what's right, and what's wrong.
Love y'all.
@fancy__lettuce@SissyphusVtuber Amateurish mistake from Sis, should've put several bear traps outside the door and mined the door with couple kilos of C4...
...Not that it could've stopped Midas, of course.