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#shedtwt intro / moothunt 𖤝 𝄃𝄃𝄂𝄀𝄁𝄃𝄂𝄂𝄃 21 yo ⋆˚꩜｡ ✮⋆˙diagnosed with BPD .𖥔 ݁ ˖ I love animals and science! (she/they) ⭒˚⊹ ₍ᐢ. .ᐢ₎ ⭒˚ ⊹ k!lling myself slowly ᝰ🚬 follow me if you want to watch

@bracket_co83514 I'm here for u too, just hmu and I'll try to make time for u if you ever need to talk. You deserve the same compassion and understanding you give to other people, I hope things will start getting better for the both of us soon. ❤️‍🩹❤️‍🩹

@bracket_co83514 Thank you, it means a lot to me that you care and try to comfort me. I'm glad we "met" even if it's on shtwt lol. It's hard for me to not blame myself anytime something bad happens in my life, but I really appreciate your support 🫂

@bracket_co83514 Hi oomfie, I haven't been okay but I think about u guys and I missed talking with u on here. I've been dealing with some stuff and tried to reconnect with my irl friends, but it's hard to cope w reality rn and it's taking all of my energy. How about you?

I already feel like shit all of the time, the only reason I haven't killed myself yet are literally my animals and I always live in fear that something will happen to them. I feel like this is all my fault, as always.

I don't think most people can understand what it's like for me to lose anyone really, but pets especially. The way I feel about animals is nothing compared to humans, I feel like I've ripped in half and shredded apart. Idk if there are words to express how I feel rn.

I need to kill myself

@lexapro_mg Something that changed the way I perceive shtwt for me was a video of a minor captioned "first time cutting myself". I've seen people skinning themselves on here, but that was on a different level of fucked up. (Also hi, I haven't been interacting much, I hope you're doing well)

Those “just cut for the first time!” “I just joined shtwt/edtwt!” “first time purging!” posts hurt my soul sooo bad it aches

@zvoxal me when I forget my blood-soaked bandaids in the shower 😣

Going to school realising you forgot to hide your blades last night

@dietcokediariez @ogri2005 This is my favorite

@imjustsilly_ @lexapro_mg Worse, literal victims vs literal predators.

@lexapro_mg mentally ill teenagers vs literal predators

You cannot be fr when saying this

Idk if it's my period but I look like I gained back sm weight I'm crashing tf out

@bloodyingX3 Fr why does it feel like therapy 😔

i love to edit my cuts ;33

@borderlinestars wait I disagree, but just on the hard drvgs part cause that shit can be really hard to find where I live.

If you’re asking where to get smth (including hard drvgs) you’re too young to start, or even try, whatever substance 😭 like pls go back to school

@Keiyan202 Institutionalized again. What a piece of shit honestly, and he was dumb as fuck too. One time we argued because he said that the brain STARTS developing at 21 and I corrected him saying that maybe that's when it fully develops, but his ego got hurt so he called me a dumb lil girl

@Keiyan202 So he kept us in his office after school and wouldn't allow us to leave until our parents came to pick us up. We started arguing and he brought up my family issues and the fact that people told him I sh?? He said if I didn't start behaving in school he would have me +

@bunnycatdogbird @omeotoris so what lol 😭 do you think you're better because you do styros or something?

left vs right arm #shtwt #barcodetwt #ouchietwt