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v's intro / #shedtwt ' 17 | he/they ' trying to lose weight secretly after my second recovery attempt 😞🤞 sh'ing since I was 9 - ana since 13 I am open to dms and would love friends on here 🫡 #edtwt #shedtwt #anatwt #bsdshedtwt #pjoshedtwt

being clean because you want to: ❌❌❌❌😠😠😠😠😠👎👎 being clean because youre too lazy to cut: ✅✅✅✅✅🤗🤗🤗🤗🤗👍👍

@remulious won't ever do it again trust I learned my ways🫡🫡😔🫡😔😔

Burned 1k cals today yk what I don't feel as shitty abt eatting 1146 cals anymore I basically burned everything off

@BigAcornlvl wish I could believe this kind of optimism but ty bro means a lot someone thinks I could do it🙏

@valleyvison dooont say that nobody is doomed u can recover because i believe in you bro and if u keep working at it slowly it will pass cuz das life

ik damn well vk undid any progress I made and worse im gonna kms😭 I've been fasting for 24hrs and weighed myself. I'm the same weight I was before I left but I could weigh more tbh it could just be the water weight I lost while fasting idk kms kms kms

I get weirdly emotional when normaltwt is actually nice to me like wdym you don’t think im a disgusting freak that should just die in a hole n u actually wish me well

tbh the only reason I don't c/t like daily is cuz im lazy. like bro I'm too tired to deal w blood this late ill do it another day

i hate people who constantly talks about their interests but brush me off when i try talking about mine, like if im listening to yours you can at least show some respect its really not that hard

I remember I got almost 3 MILLION FUCKING VIEWS on a tweet abt this book I was tweeting about and jt scared me si bad I deleted it.

1,145 cals today 🫩 had to eat some stupid ass gyros from a kit for dinner. if all goes to plan tmmr I should be able to eat in the 600s since I work at 4 and can just fast from that point on. I'm supposed to eat on breaks but I don't anymore jst nap LMAO

how to skip meals and restrict when ur mom knows about your ed and will force you back on a meal plan if I am too obvious.. for a friend #edtwt

@pink_haircassie Holy shit she's real?? why is she doing voice messages in ur dms😭😭 fr thought she was just some teenager trolling

baby nico was so iconic for this honestly

you accidentally sign up for quora when you're 12 and they'll send you emails when you're on your deathbed too. i fucking BLOCKED them, how am i still getting these??? i'm 20 years old please Let It Go

@vmpzbf pre made sandwiches and wraps at gas stations / stores are genuinely caloric nightmares 🫩

i literally just wanted a snack for the road WDYM 740CAL ?!?!?!??!!!??!!!

i hate how socially acceptable it is to be on your phone texting other people while you're hanging out with someone. i think its disrespectful and annoying to spend your time disengaged with someone you supposedly like to the point you're choosing a different person to talk to

@k259264 ITS SO FUN I hope you can one day!

@valleyvison DUDE THATS SO COOL I wish I could ice skate more but there’s no rink where I live🥹

do my bingo or I’ll kill myself (oomfs and nonoomfs)

@BigAcornlvl I was in recov and doing well but I just couldn't accept my body the way it was. I'm lowkey doomed to have my ed the rest of my life 😭 trying not to be as bad as I was before with pacing and stuff tho

@valleyvison bruuuthuu i was we was getting better 😢 it’s ok to backslide just make sure u don’t completely fall back into your old ways

in my mind, oil adds like 500 calories to anything it touches