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stalking my own archive and remembering i lived all of those lives.. miss you girl. you had so much fun. you survived so much

life fucking sucks. one day you have tiramisu and then most other days you don’t. I hate that

ever since i was a little girl i have loved staying up really late hanging out with myself and thinking about stuff and things

I love the great country of New York New Jersey

this was kinda everything open.spotify.com/track/2HzPCR7K…

how silly of me to forget that im living a life i once only dreamed of

My five year plan is to just see what happens

Please drunk Spotify dm me tonight

my two favorite lil guys love the library……………so cute………………….

“When I entered Gaza the Israeli military had a rule: I was only allowed to bring in three kilos of food. As I was weighing out protein bars, trying to get under the limit, I said to my husband: ‘How sinister is this?’ I’m a humanitarian aid worker. Why would there even be a limit on food? I’ve worked in many places with extreme hunger, but what’s so jarring in this context is how cruel it is, how deliberate. I was in Gaza for two months; there’s no way to describe the horror of what’s happening. And I say this as a pediatric ICU doctor who sees children die as part of my work. Among our own staff we have doctors and nurses who are trying to treat patients while hungry, exhausted. They’re living in tents. Some of them have lost fifteen, twenty members of their families. In the hospital there are kids maimed by airstrikes: missing arms, missing legs, third degree burns. Often there’s not enough pain medication. But the children are not screaming about the pain, they’re screaming: ‘I’m hungry! I’m hungry!” I hate to only focus on the kids, because nobody should be starving. But the kids, it just haunts you in a different way. When my two months were finished, I didn’t want to leave. It’s a feeling I haven’t experienced in nearly twenty years of humanitarian assignments. But I felt ashamed. Ashamed to leave my Palestinian colleagues, who were some of the most beautiful and compassionate people that I’ve ever met. I was ashamed as an American, as a human being, that we’ve been unable to stop something that is so clearly a genocide. I remember when our bus pulled out of the buffer zone. Out the window on one side I could see Rafah, which was nothing but rubble. On the other side was lush, green Israel. When we exited the gate, the first thing I saw was a group of Israeli soldiers, sitting at a table, eating lunch. I’ve never felt so nauseous seeing a table full of food.” ------------------------------------------------------- Aqsa Durrani is a pediatric doctor and board member of Doctors Without Borders USA, with nearly twenty years of experience in humanitarian projects. During our interview Aqsa repeatedly expressed a desire to center the voices of her Palestinian colleagues. To this end I’ve spent the past week collecting stories from the Palestinian staff of Doctors Without Borders in Gaza. I will be sharing these stories over the next several days. I’m so grateful for the time that these people gave me; they were sleepless, hungry, traumatized, and often working 24-hour shifts. Because of the unreliable internet connection their images are sometimes grainy. Their words, however, will be crystal clear.

(On the verge of total collapse) Perhaps Hinge will make me feel better :)

this made me cry

mercury retrograde was fun when I was texting my ex but now it's doing too much i need it to be over

hinge needs to stop matching me with guys that dont even fucking live here omfg

Sloppy drunk and naked in the sunshine rolling around in the grass with the homegirls. Genuinely love that for them

i only have crushes on geographically inconvenient people it’s my specialty

not the world being my oyster 😂

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just did several sets of some bullshit at the gym… no idea which muscles have been targeted