vanessa𝜗ৎ

so…this really happened. took a few days off social media to collect my thoughts & process everything -and honestly, i’m still working through it. as incredible as this past weekend was, it was also super emotional & overwhelming in ways i didn’t expect. my anxiety got in the way of being as open & present as i hoped & wanted to be but i’m trying to be kinder to myself about that…learning to give myself grace. with all that said - i am BEYOND grateful that i had the chance to meet mel (&eric), it meant more to me than i can ever put into words & i‘ll cherish that forever❤️‍🩹 until we meet again…

it’s WHAT THEY DO

15 days IM GOING TO BE SICK

wdym im leaving for paris in less than two weeks

@hiiitsmemel oh you bet, you probably have to get me through this whole thing in the first place

other dts: @VioletxLucille @sgtchenfordxo @ChenfordLovr @StyledByHar @jubshrm @angelsoneil @lucy_bradfordx @lxvechenford @harvensgirl

FOR @meloneilchen 💗 - i tried my best.. i hope it somehow lives up to your vision

#chenford x i get to love you

x.com/meloneilchen/s… this is what inspired this🙈

longest edit i’ve ever made = longest time i‘ve ever spent on edit🫣

The collection is starting to grow!

@bucklucys excuse you!?

"when you were 7 years old, he dropped you in griffith park with a compass and made you find your way home." "which i did." and now he wears a compass on his watch 😭

she's so beautifully well spoken❤️

@paolaunseen love it! 🔥

@chenfordamee THIS IS THE BEST THING EVER THANKS FOR CREATING THIS TALENTED OMMFIE

@paolaunseen show me

@bradfordchens is that a compass on the inside of his watch?

this is the only thing I remember from 815

@bradfordchxn YKW GIVE IT TO ME

I can actually see it… lucy waiting somewhere for tim; somewhere that replicates their second first date only a little more intimate and private. we see tim duck back into the house quickly, he opens a drawer and pulls out a ring box. he’s excited, ready. this is it. he parks on the street close to the venue. he steps out of his car and pulls the ring box from his pocket. he squeezes it in his hand. this is the start of their forever. he takes a step away from his car when he’s ambushed. he’s jumped and shoved into a van that speeds off immediately. he drops his phone and ring box. lucy gets tired of waiting. she’s tried to call and text tim for the last while without answer. she decides to go home. she heads to the street and sees his car. she tries to call him again and hears his phone ring. she finds the phone and ring box. her stomach drops. where is he? she looks around in a mild panic, the fear setting in. end of season 8.

@meloneilchen OH CANT WAIT

hot girls always win